who am i to identify myself
to call my own name only to be called
different.
who is ven?
a broken thought swirls into reality
and becomes a name to my face
struggles with laughing and
picking out what to wear
become harder because
i cant figure out what i am.
not a boy, not a girl,
n o t l e e a n n.
i cant identify my life
for it is gone.
