IT STARTED WITH ON A BREAK

PRE-GAME

( JT SERIES 😊 )

Kiefer's

The night before their game against the Lady Spikers I decided to talk to Alyssa. There's no easy way to do this pero kailangan ko tong gawin.

I want Mika back at hindi yun magiging madali kung may Alyssa sa paligid. Mas lalong magiging mahirap with Jeron on Mika's side.

Kung gaano kadali for me na bitawan sya, alam kong doble yung hirap para maging akin ulit sya. Kung paano ko gagawin hindi ko pa rin alam.

Pero andito na ko sa point na handa na kong iwanan ang mga bagay o ang mga tao na magiging hadlang para mabawi ko ulit si Mika at uunahin ko na si Alyssa.

"Hello Kief I can't go na. I have a game tomorrow, hindi pwede mapuyat" sagot ni Aly when I called her and asked her to go out.

"Sanay ka naman magpuyat di ba? Please I just wanted to see you"

"Pero hindi na ko papaalisin."

"Para san pa pagiging phenom mo kung hindi mo naman magawan ng paraan para makasama yung isa mo pang phenom?"

"Kief kashi wag mo kong pilitin. Shtop na pleashe. You know naman I can't shay no when it comesh to you"

"I know that so please. I'm already here outside your dorm. I'll wait here until you say yes." konting pilit lang alam kong bibigay na rin sya.

I know I'm being unfair to her pero this will be the last time that I will be. Konting tiis na lang for me and for her as well.

"Oh shige I'll try to shneak out but I can't promishe."

"No. Magpaalam ka. Just tell them your with me. Saglit lang tayo I promise, I just need to tell you something"

"Okay eto na I'm getting ready. I wanted to be with you pero promishe me shaglit lang talaga ha I have an important game tomorrow. This is wrong pero for you I'm going to do thish"

"I promise. This will be the last time I'll do this"

"Ano? La.. Lasht time? What do you mean?"
narinig ko from the other line kung paano sya nagulat sa sinabi ko. Double meaning yes, but hindi pa right time for her to know.

"Last time that I will ask you out night before your game." Palusot ko sa kanya.

Alyssa is a good girl, a disciplined athelete and I know dahil sakin nababago ang lahat. Tulad ng ginawa ko noon kay Mika. The only difference is before masaya ako, genuinely happy unlike ngayon na lahat na lang ng bagay pinipilit ko. Unang una na dun yung pagiging masaya with her.

"Ah okay akala ko kashi lasht night that we'll be together" the guilt is killing me pero pag pinatagal ko pa to mas lalo lang syang masasaktan.

I know how emotionally attached she is to me and I know it's not healthy anymore.

After almost 5 mins andito na sya with me looking excited for our date.

Naguilty ulit ako pero I guess enough na yung ilang months na nagpapadala ako sa guilt.

It's time for me to do what is right and what will make me happy.

We go out and I let her eat and do what she wants. Usually ako yung nasusunod, all this time oo lang sya ng oo sa gusto ko.

Tonight I let her win since I know no matter how hard she tries, she will never ever win my heart.

Binusog ko sya sa pagkain kasabay sa pagbusog sa kanya ng mga kasinungalingan na mahal ko sya at masaya ako sa kanya.