•Leaving Me• ((Sequal To Letters.))

10.

Voices drum through my head and everything is a big blur, my head starts to spin as I look around.

"Stop talking."

I close my eyes feeling my heart pounding against my rib cage.

"Shut up for 5 minutes!"

I basically yell so they would hear me, I out my hand onto my stomach as they all finally stop.

"Jas, you don't look to good."

"I don't feel to good either Mike."

I open my eyes and turn my head to look at them as Ashton walks in and he looks really worried and we don't even know each other that well.

"What's happened? I didn't get Cal's message until just before."

I look down at my hand resting on my stomach.

"I'm going to get fat over the next 9 months."

I avoid looking at them all as I hear Skye gasp.

"Your pregnant!"

I nod slowly closing my eyes "it was twins but I lost one, that's what all the blood was from."

"How far along are you then?"

I take in a few breathes "a little over 4 months."

I couldn't bare looking at any of them as silence fills the room, I could feel someone's eyes staring at me and I had a feeling it was Luke.

"Soo, that takes it back to the time we all went to Ashton's."

I feel my heart sink a little "yeah, the night I hardly remember."

I feel a forming lump in my throat as I open my eyes slowly and turn my head to look at Luke with his big blue eyes.

"I-I'm going to be a dad."

"You are a dad."

I watch as he furrows his eyebrows together "how am I already a dad?"

I open my mouth to speak as Ashton butts in "the baby already exists Luke, so your already a dad."

I look away and up at Skye and Michael as they stand there watching them as Luke makes an 'ohh' sound.

"Visiting hours are over, you all need to leave."

I turn my head to see a nurse standing there and it happened to be that grumpy one.

"Give us a minute."

"If they're not out in 5 minutes I'll send security in."

"Fuck me, I just want to say goodbye to them. No need to be so rude."

I sigh sitting up slowly as she finally walks out "Cal, can you tell mum and dad I'm staying at Skye's."

"Jas, I can't lie to them."

I wipe my eyes "please, I'll tell them when I'm ready."

"Jas, I can't lie to them. I'm not going hone tonight I'm going to Ashton's."

I shake my head "whatever."

I bring my knees to my chest and put my head down hiding my face, I oush a hand away when I feel it on my shoulder.

"Just go, please. I want to be alone."

"I'll bring you some clothes tomorrow, I love you Jas."

"Thanks Skye, love you too."

I hear all of them walk out "I'll come by before school tomorrow, there's something I want to give you."

I feel Luke kiss the top of my head and I hear him walk our shutting the door, I look up again a few tears rolling down my cheeks.

I'm not supposed to be stressing but that's all I'm doing is stressing. I always stress over the smallest of things. Throughout the night different nurses and doctors come in checking on me.

I may have gotten 3 maybe 4 hours sleep, the over night doctor she was really nice and talked me through a lot of stuff.

"Hey Jas, you need to eat something sweetie."

I look up from my book at Dr. Sheppard, she had a nice smile and everything about her is perfect.

"I'm not hungry."

"You may not be but the little person growing inside you will be."

"Do you have pancakes?"

"I sure do, my mum made them and bought them in this morning."

My face drops and I look back down at the book in my hand "your mum sounds nice."

"She's a hard arse, pushed me to my limits during med school. I snapped something cruel."

"I don't just snap at people, I conflict pain knto myself."

"And that's what I'm here for to help you stop that."

I look up hearing Lukes voice, he always looks so good. All in black with his red flannel to break it up just that little bit.

"It's hard Luke."

"And I'll be here the whole way baby girl for you and our baby."

I smile a real smile and blush "your to good to me Luke."

I watch as he walks over sitting on the bed "your my world."

I watch as Dr. Sheppard walks out and I hold Lukes hand as he slowly leans down and connects our lips softly.

I don't know what I've done to deserve this amazing boy and be able to say that he's mine.

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I'm trying to make things interesting and change it up and I'll bring in some drama when I come up with something.

Byeee