He knew most people had unfortunately had to go through loosing somebody they loved, he understood he wasn't the only one who had felt pain like this and he knew other people were hurting right now and missing her just as much as he was but that didn't help him with that dreaded feeling of utter loneliness that seemed to eat him alive as he lay listening to the voices of his friends.
They were worried about him he knew that, they were forever sending him glances of pure worry as he ignored the chatter that floated around his front room and stared motionless at the small baby that lay peacefully in one of the boys arms. If he was honest he was sick of the pitying looks that got sent his way every time somebody so much as glanced at him, he knew they just cared about him and desperately wanted him to hold his new born baby boy or at least do something to show an interest in the unnamed baby. He couldn't though, how was he supposed to love and care for a baby that snatched away the life of his princess, the girl that seemed to make everything okay, the girl who made him smile and the girl he wanted to spend every day with until his last breathe.
The boys didn't understand, he knew they tried but how could they, to them it was a sad loss of a friend who would be missed but now there was this beautiful baby to concentrate on, they had told him before a number of times that this new life was a way in which Skylar can live on but they were being naive she wouldn't live on, how could she, she was dead, no longer breathing, no longer laughing at his stupid jokes that nobody else seemed to find amusing. To be honest he had no idea how he was meant to carry on living this sad excuse of a life without her by his side.
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Just a little bit of a introduction, the next chapter will be a year or so after this time in the story.
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Mini Michael
FanfictionLoosing somebody you thought you would spend the rest of your life with is hard enough but being left with the responsibility of a little boy makes it that little bit harder.
