Changed.

I closed my bedroom door and sat down on my bed with a sigh, all I want to do is hide under my blanket and pretend none of this is happening and when  I come back out everything will go back to the way it used to be. But I couldn't I had to soldier on, that's how Jensen would of said it. I smiled to myself and opened my wardrobe doors, to figure out something to wear. I took off my school dress and placed on a jumper and some leggings. 

"Oakley it's Mel are you ready to go?" Mel asked from outside my bedroom door. I picked up my phone and opened the door, "Sure am" I smiled. Mel was so pretty her long blonde hair, perfect teeth and tanned skin. I was so jealous and she was also extremely nice but I felt sorry for her. Her and Jensen have been together for 4 years  they're not only boyfriend and girlfriend but they're best friends and so close. She spent a lot of time at my house and it's sad to see her sad too. 

I climbed into the passenger seat of Mel's car. It was silent as we drove but not awkward Mel was like a sister to me and I could tell her heart was slowly breaking If we began talking something would lead back to Jensen and she didn't want to think about it right now. I just took out my phone and began texting Will until we reached the hospital. Mel parked the car and we both got out, walking up to the entrance of the hospital. We didn't need to see the receptionist because we already knew where Jensen's room was. We knocked twice before walking in, my heart dropped everytime I saw him and I know Mel's did too, he looked so fragile, pale and thin.

He looked nothing like he did a month ago. "Here's my girls, just in time." He said smiling, he could hardly talk. I managed to smile back before kissing him on the cheek. I almost cried when Mel kissed him. It was so sad. But I was so glad that even when she found out how sick he was she stuck around and never once left his side, I can tell she really loves him. I sat in the arm chair that I always sit in, next to the window and Mel layed next to Jensen on the hospital bed. This is what we did almost every night, Mel and I would come in afterschool and watch tv with jensen until mum came. Mum would come at around 6:30 with dinner for us all and we would stay with Jensen until visiting time was over. He loved it and so did we.

Kerry's POV.

I knocked twice and waited for Oakley to open the door as I had my hands full with dinner for us all. I was nervous, everyday he looked worse and I hated seeing it. "Hey mum," Oakley said smiling before stepping aside to let me walk in. "Hi honey." I smiled back. I walked in and turned the corner, "Hey mum." Jensen said smiling at me, I felt like breaking down and crying. He looked terrible and there was nothing I could do to help my own son. I had to stay strong and help him get through this. "Hi honey, how are you feeling?" I said leaning in and kissing his forehead. "Hi Mel," I said and kissed her cheek, "Hi Kerry." She replied. I pulled across the table and set out everyones dinner. 

"VISITING TIME IS NOW OVER. THANKYOU." the voice over the speaker called. Oakley, Mel and myself all stood up and one by one kissed Jensen good bye. "We love you," We called out before leaving his room. I pulled my handbag up over my shoulder and followed Mel and Oakley to the car park. I prayed everynight that I would wake up and he would still be with us. "Ms Smith!" I heard a female voice call out. I turned around to see Dr. Brenda running towards me, immediatly I thought the worst and almost past out. 

"I'm glad I saw you just before you left," She said smiling, Oakley and Mel were now standing right behind me. "Am I able to talk to you in private for a few minutes?" She asked, "Uh yeah sure dear, you two wait here." I told them. Dr Brenda pulled me over to the side of the hallway. "What is it dear?" I asked her, it felt as if I was having a heart attack, I was so nervous. "I really hate telling people this, and I'm sorry. Jensen only has a week maximum to live. I know we told you a few months ago that he only had a month but this time we're certian." She informed me. My heart stopped and the tears started. I knew he only had a week but hearing someone tell me made it so much more real. "We have tried everything and we don't think his body can handle it any longer." She told me before reaching out to hug me. I cried harder and the wiped my eyes, took a deep breath thanked her and walked away. I had to get home. 

 

Oakley's POV.

Mum walked back over to Mel and I and I could immediatly tell she had been crying. I was so worried, but I didn't ask because I knew she didn't want to talk about it and Mel knew that too. We walked back to the carpark in silence. I said bye to Mel and hugged her before getting into Mum's car. Should I ask what happened or not? I was scared but I deserved to know right? I mean, he is my brother. "Mum?" I said breaking the silence. "Mmm?" She mumbled. "W-what did the doctor say?" I asked nervously. "Oakley you don't need to worry about it," She replied. That made me so angry, my own mother wasn't even going to tell me what the doctor had said about my own brother? "No, mum I deserve to know.

His my brother, please tell me?" I pleaded. "Oakley just drop it okay? It doesn't concern you and you don't need to know." She said raising her voice and getting angry. "What do you mean it doesn't concern me!? Jensen is my older brother mum and his dieing! I asked you to tell me what the doctor said so please tell me." I started getting angry aswell. But I was secretly scared at what her reaction was going to be. "Oakley Smith! Do not yell at me, His my son and what the doctor told me is for me to know. Stop being so selfish!" She yelled at me. Tears began to well up in my eyes, selfish? I have done everything, looked after my mum, Jensen and Mel. Felt concerned for everyone and worried about how everyone else is, Ive never once cried in front of anyone and all I have done is try to stay strong. How dare she call me selfish. I was so angry with her I just wanted to get home and lock myself in my room so I didn't have to talk to her. 

As soon as we reached the driveway I quickly jumped out and ran inside, tears streaming down my face. I raced up the stairs and into my room slamming the door behind me. Anger boiling up inside of me I threw myself onto the bed and screamed into the pillow. Everything was turning horrible and i could tell it was only going to get worse. There was nothing I could do but put up with it until it's over. I layed there crying and crying untl I had no tears left. I stood up, tied my hair up in a ponytail, washed my face and climbed into bed. All I wanted to do was fall asleep so that I could get away from the real world for a while. 

 

 

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