GROUPCHAT
riley: how's the happy couple.
me: we aren't dating.
lucas: yet.
riley: right because who would want to date a deaf girl?? i mean your dad already left you & lucas is leaving in a few days...
me: shutup riley. i swear im gonna beat your ass.
lucas: none of that matters maya.
me: YES IT DOES.
riley: well my work here is done.
×riley left the conversation ×
me: it does matter.
lucas: how?
me: you would have to text me all the time. act like im a fragile little girl. but really im just broken. everyone in my life leaves. my dad, the matthews, riley, farkle, my mom, & you.
lucas: did i leave? no i didn't im still here god damnit. we made a fucking promise & that means so much too me maya.
me: sorry.
lucas: you are always sorry thinking you are always the victim. thinking everyone leaves. if you really think im gonna leave i will.
me: no lucas don't. god im an idiot.
lucas: no i am for thinking i could make you happy.
me: you do. i can't hear for fuck sakes but for some reason you are my voice.
lucas: i gotta go.
me: hopefully you will come back.
lucas: i don't know if i can.
{yeah she is deaf oooh & wow riley i love you irl but hate you in this book-shauna}
