Stay Here // Brad Simpson

chapter 30

I fell asleep.

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2am

I woke up, I rushed into the bathroom and I vomited blood.

I sat on the closed toilet and cried.

Brad came in and he heard me. Blood was all over the sink and my shirt filled with blood.

"Why you didn't call me?" Brad got a towel and wiped the blood.

"I-i am so weak." I said.

He called an ambulance.

"Here I'm going to change your shirt." He said.

He removed my shirt and didn't mind that, that may be awkward but no.

"Thanks." I stopped crying.

The ambulance arrived and I laid on the stretcher and they gave me a bowl and I still vomited and brad was looking at me like he is pitiful on me.

He hold my hand and stared at me.

I held his hand tighter when the nurses put a needle on my veins and that hurts and I looked at him like I'm in a painful situation.

We arrived at the hospital. They brought me at the room and I fell asleep.

Brad's POV.

Lana is in pain again, I don't want this. I want her to be happy.

She is sleeping right now. I'm holding her hand and starring at her.

Her eyelash, lips and all look so gorgeous and nice and I fell for her.

I got all the medicines and her parents are so busy and I'm the one who's taking care of her.

I wish that she is not in pain right now, we're still going to have a nice wedding and a family.

Many wires and there's one wire that give her blood.

Lana's POV

I woke up feeling bad.

"Brad," I called him, and he is just beside me.

"Yeah?"

"My back hurts." I started to feel my back hurting, maybe it's because that when the doctors sliced my back to get some samples of everything.

He massages may back, trying to be careful.

"You fine now?" He asked.

"Yeah, thanks." I smiled.

"I wish that you are fine now." He dramatically said.

"You're so dramatic, that's why I love you." I say and he laughed.

I leaned on my back again and rest.

There are so many things like they told me that I need to have 3 bags of blood every day or more and medicines, a lot of medicines.

I got a nasal cannula. My hair. I think I need to shave 'em but I still don't want to lose them.

"Can I have some water?" I asked brad.

"Sure." He smiled and got some water.

I drink it and felt really good.

"I think I need to shave my head." I say. "Oh no, no way, I don't want to."

"It's okay, just let your hair fall." He said and smiled.

"Did you sleep?" I asked.

"Not yet." He yawns.

"You should sleep now." I suggested.

"No I shouldn't," he said.

"You need to rest don't worry I'm fine." I hold his hand.

He fell asleep in front of me, holding my hand and rubbing it. I kissed his forehead and curled his hair more.

I really love him, I can't lose him.

I'm getting fat my face are getting a little fat but it is fine.

***
He woke up.

"You look cute." I smiled at him.

"I know, that is why you fell in love with me." He winks.

"You're right." I hold his cheek. He giggled.

"Did you tell your mom already about you?" He asked.

"Yeah, they will come home tomorrow night." I said and pinched his cheek

"Ouch, it hurts." He said and smiled.

"No you can't be hurt because I'm weak now." I slightly laughed.

He smiled. "Are you hungry?" He asked.

"Not yet, my food is arriving layer but I want some apple." I say.

"Okay I'll get you one." He grins.

"Thanks," he handed me an apple and I ate it.

"Seem like you really like it." He giggles and saw the seeds of the apple.

"Yeah, I really like it." I poked his cheek.

"So the boys are coming." He said.

"Oh wow thanks for their appreciation." I smiled and put my thick hair on the back of my ear while I'm taking chemo.

The boys arrived.

"Hey lana!" They greeted.

"Hey mate." James and the boys greeted.

"How are you?" Tris asked.

"I'm fine now." I grin.

"Your face changed a lot but still look gorgeous." Con said.

I smiled.

"Brad can you get me some water, my throat is dry." I requested, he stood up and got a glass of water.

"Thanks." I say and took a gulp of water.

He smiled. They were busy writing some songs and playing guitar, while tris is playing his beatbox instruments.

I fell asleep.

***
I woke up and it's time for dinner.

The nurse got me some food and I hate hospital meals.

"What is your dinner guys?" I asked.

"We ordered some pizza want some?" They said.

"Sure," I said.

I finished my meal and checked my phone for a while, while waiting for the pizza.

I scrolled through my IG and saw my old pictures.

I miss that long and thick hair. But, yeah I have long hair but not thick. I'm having a lots of followers. It is like 5.2 k.

I got Brad's phone while he is busy. He is having a lots of followers. It is 1M now. So many texting him, DMs and comments with likes.

I turned it off and I got busy on my twitter.

There is another bag of blood and need to put it on me.

The pizza arrived and I ated like, 2 slices.

"Lana, maybe we need to go." James said and wiped the tomato sauce on his mouth.

"Okay," I smiled.

"Bye lana get well soon." They said.

I waved my hand.

***
"Do you need something?" Brad asked.

"No," I smiled.

He nodded, he sat beside me and hold my hand.

"I'm so tired." I said and I rested my head on his shoulder.

"Don't worry." He rubbed my hair.

I know that this is my last few months or days, I just feel it.