Suicide Letter's

Sebastian Surrey's Suicide letter

In loving memory of sebastian surrey *1993-†2010*

This is the end of everything.

My name is sebastian surrey. Iam going to take the final step out of this world.

Why? Because I'm tired to this crap.

Going around every day and pretending everything is okay

Sure.. It should be right?

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I have a wonderful family, good grades, wonderful friends, nice neighbours and a good future....

Oh well. Time to open your eyes and take a look behind the closed doors.

Half of my so called

" Wonderful friends " are bitches, liars, idiots and spoiled brats that could've sould  sould to the devil if they only got enough money for it..

The " Nice neighbours " are inside just a bunch of people who plays way to high music, screams the whole night through, let their dogs and cats do whatever they feel like at your lawn without cleaning it up and then get pissed if the same thing happens to them.

Mother...

I just want you to know that this wasn't your fault.

You did your best, even though it wasn't enough, to protect me nor jonathan.

Father....

I wish I could say the same to you.

Even try. Always the same word

" I do it because I love you "

So you get drunk becaus you loved us?

So you punched and kicked us because you loved us?

So you show all the hate because you loved us?

And what you did to jonathan.........

I don't belive you..

In one way, this was your fault.

Felicia, soraya and yosh..

You are the best friends I ever had, I ever could've wished for.

I jus't want to say sorry for leaving you. You were alwaysthere for me. I wish i could have the same courage.

So this is it!.........

I'm there now. At the end. Don't hate me for this.

Just remember me as was. Keep my memory alive.

One person less in the cruel, evil, awful, world. Will it matter?

Soraya. I will be waiting you down in hell. Remember our promise. I just left a bit earlier than we thought.

Jonathan....

Dear, Beloved you. Im sorry for that time. Not being able to protect you. But...

You broke our promise. you left me alone. But... now i understand the pain you were going throught.

I will be with you soon, so don't worry.

And for the people i forgot to mention in this, my last letter..

Some of you mean alot of me. And youre worthy of everything i can give you.

I wish i could've given you more.

I Love You.

GOOD BYE.†††