Suicide Letter's

Amanda Todd's Suicide letter

Everything was better even though I sat still alone.

At luch, In the library every day.

After a Month later I started talking to an Old guy friend.

We back and fourth texted and he started to say he...

Liked me....... Lend me on. He had a girlfriend..

Then he said come over my GF from vocation.

So i said Huge mistake..

He hooked up with me...

I though he liked me...

1 week late I get a text get out of your school..

His Girlfriend and 15 others came including hiself..

The girl and 2 others said look around nobody likes you...

Infront of my new school (50) people..

A guy than yelled just punch her already..

So she did..... She threw me to the ground and punch me several times..

Kids filmed it, I was all alone and left on the ground..

I felt like Joke in this world.. I though nobody deserves this..

I was alone... I lied and said it was my fault and my idea..

I didn't want him getting hurt, I though he really liked me...

But he just really wanted the _ _ _....... Someone yelled punch her already..

Teacher's ran over but i just went and layed in a ditch and my dad found me.

I wanted to die so bad........ When he brough me Home I drank BLEACH...

It killed me inside and I though I was gonna actully die..

Ambulance came and brouth me to the hospital and Flushed me..

After I got home all I saw was on facebook..

-She deserve it, Did you wash the mud out of your hair?,

-I hope she's dead...

Nobody cared..

I moved away to another city to my mom, another school..

I didnt wanna press charges because i wanted to move on..

6 months gone by..... People are posting pic of bleach clorex and ditches..

Tagging me..... I was doing alot better too.....They said..

She should try a different bleach, I hope she's died this time and isn't so stupid...

They said I hope she sees this and kill herself...

Why do i get this? I messed up but why follow me?

I left your guy's city....

Im constantly crying now....

Every day i think why am i still here..?

My anxiety was horrible now never went out this summer...

All from my past.. Life never getting better... Cant go to school, meet or be with people.

Constantly cutting..

Im really depressed..

Im on anti deppresant now and councelling and a month ago this summer...

I overdosed... In hospital for 2 days...

Im stuck.... Whar's left of me now.... Nothing stops...

I have nobody....

I need someone.. =(

My name is Amanda Todd...

END........