Adopted by Zerrie and Loved by Him

Chapter 4

Tessas P.O.V

We had just finished our pizza party.

"Well that was fun, thank you guys." I thank everyone.

"No problem sweetheart" Zayn smiles

I giggle. "wanna watch a movie?" Harry asked.

"Sure!" We all reply.

We wal k into the living room and plop down on the couches. We made popcorn too.

I was seated on the loveseat next to Harry. My weakness is Harry, and he is sitting right next to me. Oh m gee! I cant even!

"Your weakness is who Tess? And you cant even?" Harry asks smirking.

"I said that out loud?" I ask shocked.

He nodded. "Yes, you did."

"Oh.. Sorry." I apoligize.

"Dont, apoligize, Love" He smiles.

I blush.

"Scary movie time!" Liam yelled.

Soon the movie started.

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I hate scary movies. I snuggled into Harry, as he wrapped his arm around me to pull me closer to him. I smiled. I wasn't paying a lot of attention to  the movie. I was kinda just, watching Harry watching the movie.

"You staring Love?" Harry asks looking at me.

I nod in embarrassment. "Sorry" I mutter.

"Its okay, it turns me on." Harry growls.

I probably look so stupid right now. I am so shocked, in love, surprised, and, and is that, Lust? All I do is smile and  turn away.

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After the movie I was so tired yet so awake. "Its okay, it turns me on." Harrys words replay in my mind.

"Im tired Im going to bed" Jesy yawns.

"Yeah, me too! Lovely meeting you Tess." Jade bows.

"Yeah, sleep is calling my name. Goodnight Tessa"

"Goodnight Tessa, Sweet Dreams, if you need anything you know where Zayn and my room is" Perrie asks.

"Yes thankyou" I smile.

Everyone else said their goodnights.

"Goodnight, Tess. I will see you in my dreams." Harry flirts, kissing my cheek. All I could do is nod. I walked to my room and got in bed. I fell asleep while thinking of Harry Styles.

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I was home alone, 6 years old. "Daddy!" I jumped up from my seat.

"Hi my, sweet Tessa." Daddy slured.

"Go, go lay down on that couch." Daddy said. I nodded.

"Wanna have some fun?" Daddy asked as I laid down.

"I dont know." I shrug.

"YES you do!" Daddy yells.

"Okay" I mutter. "Lets start this." Daddy smirks.

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He touched me in places where no body should touch without permission. I was scared, trembeling, as my daddy kept hitting me over and over with a baseball bat. Soon everything went dark.

I woke up in a dark room, strapped in a chair.

"Hello?" I ask.

"Oh, your awake." A voice slurs.

A light flicks on right above me. I close my eyes with the sudden content of the light in my eyes. My daddy was standing, right in front of me. WIth a scary black gun.

"Im so sorry Tessa." He says as he shoots me.

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I woke up screaming, and panting. Another horrible dream. I keep screaming. Everyone that sleeps upstairs comes in my room.

Are you okays and whats wrongs fill the room as They run to my bed. The girls sit on the end of my bed, Perrie and Zayn leaning next to my side, Harry hops onto one side of me as he spoons me I spoon back. Liam is also kneeling next to my bed.

"Niightmare." Is all I manage to get out.

"Wanna talk about it?" They ask.

"No-o"I say scared. Fear placed in my eyes.

"Do you want us to go?" Leigh Ann asks.

"No, if you guys want to you can, I will be fine." I say.

"Okay, you sure?"

I nod. Everyone starts making the way out of the room, except Harry.

"Want me to stay in here Love?" He asks.

"Yes please." I say. He starts singing to me.

He started singing Moments.

Shut the door
Turn the light off
I wanna be with you
I wanna feel your love
I wanna lay beside you
I cannot hide this
Even though I try

Heart beats harder
Time escapes me
Trembling hands
Touch skin
It makes this harder
And the tears stream down my face


If we could only have this life
For one more day
If we could only turn back time

You know I’ll be
Your life
Your voice
Your reason to be
My love
My heart
Is breathing for this
Moment
In time
I’ll find the words to say
Before you leave me today


Close the door
Throw the key
Don’t wanna be reminded
Don’t wanna be seen
Don’t wanna be without you
My judgment's clouded
Like tonight's sky


Hands are silent
Voice is numb
Try to scream out my lungs
It makes this harder
And the tears stream down my face


If we could only have this life
For one more day
If we could only turn back time

You know I’ll be
Your life
Your voice
Your reason to be
My love
My heart
Is breathing for this
Moment
In time
I’ll find the words to say
Before you leave me today


Flashing lights in my mind
Going back to the time
Playing games in the street
Kicking balls with my feet

There’s a numb in my toes
Standing close to the edge

There’s a pile of my clothes
At the end of your bed

As I feel myself fall
Make a joke of it all

You know I’ll be
Your life
Your voice
Your reason to be
My love
My heart
Is breathing for this
Moment
In time
I’ll find the words to say
Before you leave me today

You know I’ll be
Your life
Your voice
Your reason to be
My love
My heart
Is breathing for this
Moment
In time
I’ll find the words to say
Before you leave me today

He ends by leaving a soft kiss on my neck.

"I love you." Harry says before him and I drift into the world of sleep.