Chapter 48: Overflow

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I'm the one who ran away, I'm the one who passed out making it easy for him to take me, I'm the one who kissed Steven back, I'm the one who agreed to this wedding, and I'm the one who killed him so how is this not my fault?

" I need some time alone. "

I say sniffling. Yes I love Adam and have missed him but I need to think about what I just done and all he's doing is telling me it's not my fault and that I'm still a good person making me feel worse.

He doesn't know I betrayed him, I kissed Steven back and even agreed to marry him! He's going to hate me!

I hear him growl and at first I think he hears my thoughts.

" I just got you back I don't want to leave your side. "

He tells me nuzzling into my neck. Then I remember the wolfs bane must still be in my system.

" I won't be long Adam I just need to think please? "

I ask with pleasing eyes and he sighs.

" Ok but if your not back within 10 minutes I'm dragging you home and punishing you. "

He says winking and my cheeks turn red. He chuckles at my response and kisses my cheek.

" I love you see you soon. "

" I love you too. "

I tell him smiling for the first time in a long time. He changes back into wolf form and runs off.

That's when every terrible memory hits me like a brick.

All the terrible things everyone said, getting beat, getting raped, getting kidnapped, kissing Steven back and killing Steven.

I sit down on the ground balling up and sobbing uncontrollably.

This is all to much I can't take it! I hate having to take pain after pain! Every time I think that the pain is over it comes back and I hate it!

How can I ever get over that I killed a person?

I stand up tears flowing down my face and I walk over to the edge of the cliff nearby. I never liked heights that's why Adam never took me over here.

I look down and without a doubt I know that if I jump I die.

Hey are you ok? It's been like five minutes.

I hear Adam mind link me. The wolfs bane must have wore off.

I love you Adam and this isn't your fault

I tell him before taking a deep breath then.....

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CLIFFHANGER!
I know you people hate me right now but oh well hate on haters!

Anyway comment what you think is going to happen next!

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