Don't do this to me | Frikey

Prologue

"Mikey... I think, I love you." To a normal person who has loved someone for a few years, that kind of reciprocation from that someone would be relieving. But this, this was wrong.

Mikey was in shock, unaware of what to do and say. "W-what?" He stuttered.

Frank took a deep breath, and tried to stop tears from falling. "I love you, Mikey." There it was again. But this time, it finally hit him.

Mikey cried, from both joy and guilt. That was his brother's boyfriend, and Mikey loved him. Now Frank had confirmed that he felt the same. This wasn't good, not at all. Mikey should've known that their actions would escalate to something bad. What they were doing was bad anyway, but not as bad as legitimate love.

"Why, Frank? This is so bad... What about Gerard? You can't love me, you love my brother." He was doing his best to deny how Frank felt, unfortunately, it wasn't working.

Frank sat next to Mikey and held his hand, tears and all. "I don't love Gerard, Mikey," He flinched."I-I love you."

He was trying to look at Mikey in the eyes, but his head was down.

"Hey, look at me. Please." He said quietly.

Mikey shook his head and took his hand out of Frank's. "I can't."

Frank put his hands on Mikey's face and moved it so they would be looking at each other, right in the eyes. "Yes, you can. You're doing it now," Frank pecked him. "It's okay."

Even though he wish it were okay, it wasn't. Mikey couldn't believe it. This was real life, it was happening.

"No, no. It's not okay," He stood up. "I can't do this anymore, it's hurting me. And Gerard... if he finds out, it'll crush him. I can't do that to him."

Frank got up as well, and stood next to Mikey, not wanting to be away from him. "But listen to me, I don't feel that way towards him anymore. It's only for you."

"Only because of our, um, recent actions with each other."

"You're wrong," He protested. "It's because of you, just you, and not the shit we've been doing. You're not some sort of 'friend with benefits' to me. You, are someone I love."

Frank knew Mikey loved him too, but he wanted to hear it.

"I... I love you too." Frank almost couldn't make out what he was saying under his sobs.

He slowly sank to the floor, crying. Frank went down after him and held him tight, trying to quiet him down whilst shedding a few of his own tears. Sad from seeing his love cry like this.

He kissed Mikey's forehead. "Shhh, it's okay," He whispered. "You're okay."

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so I have decided to start editing this and bring it back, but its gonna be a lot different than when I originally published it, as you can tell (if you remember) from the prologue being very different from the original

so have fun with this shit I guess lmao

also go read Mikey, are you there? on mikeywaytrash were working on it together and it deserves some #credit