Okay, hey you guys. I'm the writer, obviously. Anyways I'm going to go straight into the chapter but make sure you read the authors note at the end thanks!
Selena's pov
he sat there, holding the microphone and stand, having the slightest smirk while he sang. He was perfect. But most importantly mine, he was mine. But what he didn't know hurt me the most. I was broken, sad, depressed as the doctors would say. I didn't really know why, to be completely honest. I just couldn't work up the nerve to tell him his princess was broken. He hadn't the slightest clue, or so I think. He's my saviour, Harry styles.
As I sit I think of all the shit in my life. Oh and bob the head to the beat while he continues to sing. He's the most beautiful man I've ever laid eyes on. after however long he gets up and runs over to me.
"Selena baby, what's wrong?" He says kneeling down in front of the couch. " answer me love, you're crying."
I hadn't realized I was crying, " harry. Um I'm fine, just the songs are really beautiful" I lie
"Alright, how's about we cut this short, and head home, yeah?" He says getting up.
I nod.
Harry's pov
Today I'm in the studio recording "if I could fly". I'm so excited, my first solo album! But I just can't stop worrying about Selena. She's seems so down and it breaks my heart. Four years I've been with her and yet I still can't figure out how to make the pain leave. She doesn't have a clue that I know.
As I finish off the song I see Selena sitting on the couch. Crying. Immediately I throw the gear off and run to her, the manager yelling at me to get back. I run up to her, it's almost as if she doesn't know she was crying.
"Selena baby, what's wrong?" I say kneeling down in front of the couch. " answer me love, you're crying."
It completely seems like she hadn't realized She was crying, " harry. Um I'm fine, just the songs are really beautiful" she speaks.
She obviously isn't okay right now, but I can't say anything. Maybe going home will help her out?
"Alright, how's about we cut this short, and head home, yeah?" He says getting up.
She nods.
I feel so helpless, I can't do anything without her getting mad and lying more. Maybe this is over her record deal being cut, who knows really. We walk hand in hand through the paparazzi. Nasty pricks. We finally reached the car, rob and mark my gards open the doors.
"I love you so much babe okay?" I say as we get in the back of the SUV.
" I love you too harry." She says biting her lip and looking down. " just I need to talk to you when we get back to the apartment.."
"Alright" I say not knowing how to respond, so I just grab her and cradle her, something I found out over the years. It really calms her down. I inhale her scent and smile to myself. How did I get someone so beautiful to be mine? It was definitely the British accent! I think chuckling to myself. Fuck. I woke her.
"Watcha laughing about?" She murmurs
"You snoring" I smirk
"Lies, I sleep like a fucking princess" she says hitting me playfully.
Looks like she's in a better mood. "Yes you do babe." I say and kiss her top of head. "There is about half hour till we get home so go back to sleep okay?"
"Mhm k." She says rolling to her side.
I immediately start listing of reasons to why she's sad. Record deal. media saying she's getting fat, which is completely a lie. Family issues. Issues with me, God I hope not.
Fuck. Now I'm nervous for what she needs to tell me.
Alright, you have reached the end of the chapter! Don't be afraid to give me constructive criticism please and thanks. This isn't a one direction fanfic, but a Helena one. Sorry this one is short, usually my chapters are, oops. I'll work on that. Have a good night or good day beautifully byee.
