Dark tales of Hearts

Dark Heart

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I couldn't sleep. Not one...wink of it. It was already 6:00 when I awoke, all of last night was wasted.
I wasn't partying, I wasn't hanging out with friends..
I was beaten to a pulp on a curve on the street. Rain poured on the cold concrete as she beat me.
Punches were thrown at my face as she spit at my face , saying "I wish you were never born." those words were the words that made my broken heart lose its pieces..
Forever.
Warm blood poured from my wounds, my mouth was covered in duck tape to keep me from screaming.
Making it harder to breath.
Stones were thrown at my face, I could hear her Cold voice pouring into my dark soul as she said "your pathetic, ugly, and worthless"
...I couldn't run, there was no where to run. My father passed away in a car accident, causing this mess, causing her to drink, causing her to blame it on me for the reason he wasn't alive.
...at that very morning. I awoken to a face. So unrecognizable , so scarred and bloody, the cuts on my arms matched my features at this very moment. Blood stained my grey t shirt and jeans...

I woken up like this... almost every day. Never having a breath of fresh air,

going to school wasn't better. it wasn't worse though. it just made it more painful. I had only one friend. Who i could rely on every day, even if it meant them losing their own precious time. "hey Max!' i yelled, waving hello in advance. she smiled as she waved back, walking toward me. "Whats up Patricia- oh my god Patricia what happened?" she eyed the cuts on my face, and my black eye. "I fell off the stairs yesterday" my voice was hearse as i said that lie, rough from all the blood that stayed.

She looked at me concerned, Deep down knowing that what i was saying, was a complete lie, but i wont say that to her. i wont tell her the truth even if it meant losing my best friend. I knew she would let it go though, knowing i would just try in any way, to brush it off. "Seems like first period gonna start, come on Patricia, gotta get to class" i nodded, immediately walking behind her, suddenly feeling stares behind my back, i could almost hear the whispers as i walked down the halls, next to my max, seeing the Popular ones Whisper in gossip, And seeing a teacher, eyeing me, her eyes filled with pity.

i was just in middle school.

7th grade. Feeling like this, shouldn't be normal.

I'm trying to desperately call for help inside.

will anyone ever fix

my broken heart?