The Forbidden Stage

CHAPTER TEN

CHAPTER TEN

After Thomas left the room, I put the water on warm and stepped in.

I quickly filled the tub and lay down in the water.

My skin was paler than usually and It looked like I was gaining weight.

I bet it's my breasts, damn them.

Not wanting to spent too much time in the water, I stepped out and dried my feet.

I grabbed my towel -which I don't know how it reached here - and wrapped myself in it.

I exited the bathroom.

As Thomas entered the room with food, I began to feel sick again.

I ran back into the bathroom and vomited again.

Once I was done, I washed my hands. I turned around and came face to face with Thomas.

"Get dressed - we're going to see a doctor." He ordered.

"I told you I'm fine." I reply,  frowning slightly. Was I really okay?

"I don't care what you say. We're going to the doctor and that's final."

I huffed.

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"You can go in now," the nice lady said.

"Thank you," I replied.

As I was about to open the door, I saw Thomas sit on one of the benches inside.

"You're not coming?" I asked.

"No, I'll just wait out here."

I shrugged and entered.

My first word were, "Where is the bathroom?"

I hated my the smell of the office.

I vomited, but my stomach was empty.

I then came back in and tried my best not to vomit.

"Are you okay?"

Yes, because if I was okay I would be here. I wanted to say but instead I said "I don't know."

"Let's check you up." She gestured for me to take a seat.

Then she fired the questions.

"From how long has this started?"

"Me vomiting?  About a week ago, I guess."

"Have you ever had sex before?"

The fuck? "Um, yes?"

"How many times?"

"Is that relevant? " I asked.

"I'm the one asking here." Was her reply.

"Three times I think."

"Did you use protection? "

My mouth went dry as I squirmed in my seat. "No,"

Then she asked me a question I couldn't answer. "How long is it since you've have your period? "

I didn't know, I wasn't thinking about that.

She interpreted my silence.  "You don't know?"

I shook my head,  unable to speak.

"I see, come back tomorrow, Ms. Emson."

I nodded and exited the office.

"What did she say?" Thomas asked.

"It's nothing, just a stomach bug." I lied.

Thomas...

We had sex together three times, and neither of those times was a condom used.

I feel like a whore.

A million things we're running through my mind.

What if I was pregnant?

But that can't be, you can't get pregnant for your own brother, that's just wrong.

You never thought it was wrong to have sex with him though, my subconscious sneered.

Stop, you're making me feel like a slut, I argued.

Aren't you? After all, you did sleep with your own brother, three times, to be exact.

Whatever.

"Hey, Jade, I want to stop at the supermarket to get some things, okay?"

" Huh? Oh,  sure, Thomas."

Supermarkets... they sell the pregnancy test things there, don't they?

I'll try to by one on without Thomas finding out.

Trying to do that without Thomas finding out proved to be a real pain in the ass.

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After we got home, I his the box in my closet and paced in my room.

Finally mustering up the courage, I took the box out of the closet and went into the bathroom, making sure to lock the door.

I prayed that what I assumed was wrong.