Make A Choice

~~~14~~~

The days really do go by fast. Its August. Lol i'm jk its January. Calums b-day is in 5 days!!! Holy Shit Balls!!!! My awesome bf is turning 20 in five days and i'm only just turning 18 in 2 months. I am so young... Fayth only turns 17 in 3 months. her b-day is exactly a month after mine. 

I wish I could see Calum when he changes ages. I wont see him again till February. What kind of  5SOS story doesn't have 5SOS in it until next month? Screw this shit. 

Right now... Fayth, Kylee, and I are at the mall. I remember being here, seeing the boys riding in a fucking cart. Michael hiding away in Hot Topic or some shit like that. The good old times. Like only a few months ago. 

"After the mall. We should watch 'How Did We End Up Here'" I said walking into Claires.

"We should!" Fayth said excitedly.

"You get so jumpy over the smallest things."

"So? I can get jumpy over anything if I wanted to!"

I rolled my eyes and Kylee was just... wait where did she go? 

I looked around and saw her just walking up with a pretzel.

"What? I was hungry..." She said.

"I didn't say anything."

"You were looking at me like you wanted to say something."

"Was I?"

"Yes.."

"Sorry.." I said looking down. Kylee shook her head and walked over to Fayth and they started talking. I walked out of the store with out them noticing and walked around. I guess I just wanted to be alone for now.

I walked around the mall looking at everything there was. The mall Santa post was still up. And all this other shit around. 

I was alone, and it was good. Until this girl feel on top of me. 

"Oh my god. What the fuck!"

"I am so sorry!!! I swear!!!" She said getting off of me quickly. "Oh. Hi Kaeli." She said looking at me and smiling.

"Who are you?"

"Ashley. I go to your school. You might not remember me. I'm friends with Fayth and so I went to your Christmas party and all that."

"Oh... Thats cool."

"What are you doing at the mall alone? Nobody should be at the mall alone!" 

"I'm not... I'm here with Fayth and Kylee."

"Who is Kylee?"

"A friend. Why are you here alone?"

"My 'friends' ditched me. Why arnt they with you?"

"I wanted to be alone."

"Wanted to be alone? Oh wow. Never heard of somebody who wanted to be alone?"

"Yeah well that is me. I wanted to be alone."

"Oh. Again I am sorry for falling on you. It was nice meeting you officially. Oh and by any chance. Since Michael Clifford was at your party... Does that mean you know him?"

"Yes I do. I'm not sure if he would want to meet more fans so Ill at least tell him to follow you on twitter. What ever your twitter is."

"Can I see your phone? I'll put it in."

"Oh sure." I said giving her my phone and she put in her twitter. "I'll text Michael when hes free." I said smiling.

"Hey Kaeli. Hey Ashley." I heard as Fayth walked up. "Why did you leave?"

"I wanted to be alone."

"You dont look alone?"

"I fell on her by accident." Ashley said and pouted. "But I really am sorry!!"

"I belive you. Its okay."

Ashley smiled, "I got to go now!!" She said walking away.

"That was awkward..." I mumbled.

Fayth and Kylee looked at me, and then looked away. I looked down and went on my way again. Away from these people. Away from life. I wish...

I decided to leave.. So I left the mall. Fayth and Kylee haven't noticed I left. But I did, Far away from the mall. First I drove back home to get something, Then I went to the park to sit alone for a few. While at the park, I ended up getting a call.

I answered the phone. "Hello?" I said. I didn't even bother to check who it was.

"Sup." He said.

"Hey Cal, what's up?"

"Nothing. Luke just cut his self on the finger with the knife while trynna make us food. That didn't go so well..."

"Oh. Is he okay?"

"Yeah. He'll be fine. Alicia just broke up with Ashton.."

"oh fuck. Why?"

"Long story. I got to go now. Bye love you!!"

"Love you to-" I said, but realized he hung up before I could say it.

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Hey losers. How am I doing with updating so far? ^.^ Happy new!!! I spent Valentines day alone!!!! But I did end up getting a date. Dating my ex. How many people know i'm bi? Big news. I'm bi!!! And i'm dating a girl. Aka Kylee... That makes sense!!! Lolololol She's awesome. Follow her 123ourmoment and read her awesome fanfic The Door I believe it's called. Anyways. Happy Valentines day, Love you all, Im turning 15 next month, I just adopted a child. Lol Ky Ky doesn't know yet. Our date 2.11.16 heart heart kiss kiss. Adios Amigos!!!