Here I sit waiting for my life to change but on the inside I know it never will unless I go somewhere far far away from this world. here I sit looking in the mirror realising I'm not good enough for this world.here I sit just waiting for someone to notice the pain inside every morning I put on a fake smile and try to hide it even tho I don't want to but my head just keeps screaming at me to stop but I can't.here I sit with a razor in my hand reading to let my pain go. Here I sit with all the pain gone leaking out of my arm in a thick red liquid. Here I sit trying to stay awake but all I want to do is sleep I'm so tired of all this shit and the world it has made me cry way too much so here it is I'm going to go to sleep now goodbye.
