We're all a little fragile

Can a Wrong be Right?

You're my 1st, the perfect 1st.

It was all RIGHT then for us.

Right time
Right place
Right kind of love
Right YOU for ME.

But as days, weeks, years had passed, everything had changed so fast.
Things, people, even seasons changed.
You changed,
I changed.

Now....
Here you are
Back in my life after 20 long years,
this time in a different hue,
the other side of story of me and you.

You're my 1st kind of WRONG.

Wrong time
Wrong place
Wrong love
Wrong ME for YOU.

So damn WRONG for you RIGHT now.
Can't have you anymore.
So helpless and am badly torn apart.
But why does it feel so RIGHT every time you're around?

Why do I feel this way?
All but questions with no RIGHT answers.

I'd rather be WRONG
and risk it all just to be with you
than to be RIGHT
and watch you just slip away,
away in my life.

I cannot imagine how my life would be
if I cannot hold your hands,
lay beside you and hear your heart
beats the same with mine,
cannot stare at your beautiful eyes anymore or even kiss your soft lips,
your smell, laughter and
sweetest smile,
your caring voice that heals my very
tired soul.

Can a WRONG be RIGHT just for this time?
being WRONG with you is my heaven, my haven.

Please tell me this is RIGHT for us,
Please tell me it's ok not to wake up in the RIGHT reality.
Because I am so scared to
loose you once again,
loose the RIGHT love, forever this time.