Just stop it. Now. Now you know that none of them are actually done with their exes. Comprehensibly, still have those wishes of being with those loved ones, significant others, who has openly reject their being, to recreate the broken bone between them. Now that my position is a rebound to them, -how can I possibly, literally, whole heartedly get into their life when it is occupied with the instinct of captivating other individu?-. -how can I not consider it as a bullshit?. Not even sure if it is actually a compromise or a commitment. Or it is just another game. The game of saying that they commit when it was just a jest. Well, one of them has proved it, I mean, has blurt his true color. Yes, it was a joke.
Yet i seem to speak to another one as he is a disciple of the old one who has show his true self. Same shit, same game. And another one with open book personality wants to get in when it is just too late. Too fucking late. The difference with the disciple is that; he is not as stupid as his master. Still, most of his speeches seem so sarcastic and incontrolably stupid to me. And it is where i realise that I'm stuck again.
