What hurts the most... (ON HOLD)

Chapter Two

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Chapter Two.

I didn't know when I slept but when I woke up it was six a.m. I tried to go back to sleep but I couldn't. I walked to the bathroom slowly as if I was a zombie. I'm sure I looked like one too. When I got in I looked at myself in the mirror. And I looked pretty much like a zombie.

My eye's were red and I had bags under my eye's. My face was flushed from all of the crying. My hair was in a messed up bun on top of my head. I stripped out of my clothes and jumped into the shower. I washed my face.

I made the water warmer and it burned my back. But I didn't care. I wish it could burn all the memories of yesterday too. But that would never happen. His words would always be repeating in my head.

“Because I want someone beautiful."  

“I don’t want a stupid mate.”      

“I don’t want somebody ugly like you.”

If it was somebody else saying it, it wouldn't have hurt as much. But coming from Seth, my mate. It killed me. It was like somebody was ripping my heart out of my chest. He was my other half. The one that was supposed to be there for me.

But he didn't want me. He called me ugly and said I was just a stupid mate. He said that he would rather choose a slut. Why? Because he only care's about himself. All these years he used to bother me and make fun of me. But I never thought that he would go this low. To reject me.

I got out of the shower and wrapped a towel around myself. I walked to my room and just threw some old t-shirt and a pair of shorts and walked down stairs slowly. When I got into the kitchen I grabbed the cereal, which was my favorite hoping it would cheer me up a little.

When I sat down I heard my brother then his friends but one voice really stood out in the air. Seth. He really had the nerve to show up after what he did. 

"Rose." I heard my brother call me as he walked into the kitchen with his friends. Which meant Seth. 

"Yes." I said and tried to show no emotion. And I tried not to look at Seth. Which was the hardest part.

"There's a party going on. You want to come with?" He asked me. A party hmm. That would get all of these thoughts out of my head maybe I could get Kate with me.

"Yeah that sounds great. Do you think Kate could come?" I asked him.

"Yeah, sure why not." He shrugged. 

"Thanks. I'm going to go call her. When Does it start?" I asked as I put my plate in the sink.

"An hour." He said.

"Kay thanks." I told him and went back up stairs without even glancing at Seth.