The Double Life

First Day

This was Gabriel Mendoza  first day of High School and he was afraid what will happened on his fist day of school.  Gabriel Knows that this will not be like Middle School and that everything will change.  He also know that soon or later he would have to reveal a secret that he has kept his whole middle school years.  He gets on the bus with his sister and he notice that there is a different bus driver.

"Good morning" the bus driver says

"Good morning" Gabriel replies.

Gabriel sits down on his sit where he usually sits down and he receives a text from his friend Alexa.  Alexa is a friend that Gabriel knows since 6th grade.  Alexa knows that Gabriel is gay and she has been there for him since he told her about his  preference. 

On the text alexa said

 "Good morning boo.  Do you know what day is today?  I really miss you and i can't wait to see you.  So what has the bus picked you up I'm going to be a car rider today but i will see you in when you get here."

Gabriel chuckle and he pulled his headphones out and he loaded Spotify from his phone and started to listen to Lady Gaga and went through the whole ride until he got to school.

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When Gabriel arrives at school he pulled out his class schedule and he reads it and he sees that he has to be in Biology.  He walk to his class when all of a sudden he remembers something.  

He remembers the his friend Eliezier on his phone when they are working.  Eliezier is 19 years old and he is straight.  Gabriel has a crush on him and he is afraid of his preferences.  

Gabriel thinks to his mind                                                                                                                                                     "Why do you think about him he doesn't want you he is straight and he doesn't like gay people." 

 He feels like a knife has struct him on his heart when he says that but tries not to show it.  So he walks to his class and sees his old friends and new people he hasten seen before.  He sits down and he doesn't talk for the rest of the day.

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When lunch time had come Gabriel went to get his lunch and ate.  While he was eating on the seat he saw his friend Luke. Luke is Gabriel best friend and it was more than that, back in 8th Grade.  Luke and Gabriel had some a relationship and been together in bed.  Ever since that they haven't speak and both of them feel like whores.  

Luke said "Hello how are you?"

"fine I had some good and bad days."  Gabriel said with an frighting face.  Gabriel started wondering why is Luke speaking to him?  so he said 

"Why are you speaking to me I thought you just wanted my asshole and leave me like a piece of trash?"

Luke was set in silence and left with a guilt.  Gabriel didn't want to eat anymore and he went to throw his food to the trash.

The bell rang and he went to his last class.

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When class was over he went to the bus ramp and saw his friend Lina and said

"Hey why are you mad?"

"I don't want to speak of it" Gabriel replied with an anger

He went to the bus and fell asleep and wish that he didn't see Luke.  Gabriel felt so lonely when Luke betrayed him like that.  That was so hard for him he remembers how him and Luke kiss in the bed and how they moaned.  The only thing that Gabriel wish was that he died and didn't remember that but the only thing he saw was how he kiss him and he told Luke how it felt when they were in the bed.  

When Gabriel got home he saw his mom and he saw that his mom was sleeping in the coach and so he went to sleep as well.  He knew that this year would not be good and he knew that he would have to tell everyone how he was and who he loved.