It's been a while. I have alot going on right now.
No one cares no one knows me no one knows how I feel. The truth is that I'm hurting and I miss my best friend oilviah she's my everything she's amazing..... But I messed everything up why can't I keep anyone why can't I just leave and never come back I want to go to move with my dad. I want to see her but she lives so far away. She probably hates me bye now. It hurts to see her sad. I can't do this anymore I can't keep faking a smile. I just want to cry but no one wants me too... I love her but she don't love me... Why did I mess it up why I'm I a mess up... Can someone take the pain away can someone just talk to me. I feel like I'm falling apart I feel like nothing's going to be okay. Everything is getting worst I'm loosing my friends at school..... I don't talk to anyone but my gf and my best friends. My gf wanted to leave. She likes someone else I don't blame her. I like someone else too. She's from my school and I kinda like Livie again but I don't think she still likes me anymore.. I'm not pretty I'm not skinny like the ether girls at school NO ONE WANTS ME. NO ONE LOVES ME but my family... NO ONE NOTICE HOW BROKEN I AM... They don't get me they hate me but I don't blame them I'm just a sad and depressed girl who messes everything up.
