ehh guys yeah well theres something i need to tell you. uhm i took a lot of tests a couple of days ago (i did them on trustworthy sites) and it was about mental illnes. All the results were exactly the same and they all came out with the same mental illnes which is bipolar disorder. I didnt know what it was before knowing the test results but i guess i do know now. I find it fucking annoying because yknow the people who made the tests actually know how you are feeling which makes me really insecure about it. Im not sure if i do have it but i have feeling that its a 90% true. Im just gonna ask my mom if i can go see a doctor or something. But thats the problem i dont want to because they will give me all these retreatments which involves pills and im scared to down them because i think i might choke which happened a lot when i tried to do it and also everybody will see you as pathetic and i just hate myself. im sorry for the 832348327487384 chapters that consists of a/n's really i am but i needed to get this off of my chest
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