Saving The Infamous Delinquent.

Singing For The Delinquent.

It's okay you guys don't have to tell me I know you guys are jealous.

I place the clothes on my body. Daisy tells me that they are bohemian-chic because I used to wear that before the incident.

A sharp pang hits my heart.

I swallow the lump down as Charm lets out a small bark whilst nudging my leg with his wet nose.

"I'm okay." He lets out two barks. "Okay. Fine. I'm better now." I smile as he nudges me once more. Damn this dog knows me too well. "It will go away then I'll feel better." I pat his head as I stand away from him.

I would never change Charm for any other dog. Ever.

Grabbing onto his handle as he leads me out my room, down the hall, and to the front door. "Good boy. Go get yourself a treat." He lets out a sparky bark as he runs off while I wait for him.

"Going for a walk."

"Yeah. Why are you up so early?"

"Couldn't sleep." Rachel yawns as I nod my head. "Just be back in an hour kay baby girl." She pecks my forehead.

"Okay promise." Charm is back at my side the next second as Rachel leads me to the door opening it for me. "Thanks."

"Welcome. Just be back in an hour or less. No more okay?"

"Yes ma'am." I mock salute towards where I think she is standing.

She laughs as the slam of the door indicates she left.

"Hmm where to?" I ask Charm.

He lets out a bark whilst nudging me to grab his handle.

Charm leads the way as I follow.

Breathe in.

After a couple of quiet moments that felt like a silent death sentence I began to hum 'Celine Dion- because you loved me' since it was my mom's favorite song before she had passed.

"You're the one who held me up

Never let me fall

You're the one who saw me through through it all.

You were my strength when I was weak

You were my voice when I couldn't speak

You were my eyes when I couldn't see

You saw the best there was in me

Lifted me up when I couldn't reach

You gave me faith 'coz you believed

I'm everything I am

Because you loved me.

You gave me wings and made me fly

You touched my hand I could touch the sky

I lost my faith, you gave it back to me

You said no star was out of reach

You stood by me and I stood tall

I had your love I had it all

I'm grateful for each day you gave me

Maybe I don't know that much

But I know this much is true

I was blessed because I was loved by you."

Gulping in air as a tear rolls down my cheek. I quickly wipe it away.

Usually singing helps me when everything becomes to silent for me to handle.