Broken

Back Story

My name is Taylor, and im Luke Hemmings ex girlfriend. The story is very simple, he cheated and I left. But you deserve more of an explanation than that, me and Luke were best friends since birth. Literally our moms were best friends and we were born on the same day. I have been there for every birthday, Christmas, bad day, vacation, and anything in between. I was there when the band was slowly formed, and I thought I would be there forever. One day when we were about 17 Luke asked me out, I was hopelessly in love with him. He is currently 21 and so am I, we were still dating until about 4 months ago. I went on snap chat, and Luke's story was him grinding and making out with this brunette. He tried to tell me he was too drunk to remember, but I couldn't talk to him after that. It wouldn't have made a difference I packed my stuff and moved about 20 minutes away from the apartment we shared. I also cut off all connections to not just Luke but all the boys. You may think that a little drastic but we were best friends for 21 years and he broke my heart. 

I changed completely, and when people say they are the opposite of how they used to be that generally just something that say and its not actually true, but for me its 100% accurate. 4 months ago I wouldn't have ever done anything that I did. I have two tattoos, an infinity sign on my left wrist, and a butterfly behind my ear. I dyed my hair blonde, and pierced my nose and belly button. I would never have even thought that I should wear makeup, I wear it 24/7 now. I wouldn't wear anything less revealing than a T shirt now ill go out in just my bra and wouldn't care at all. I do drugs, and drink, and have sex. 

There were all these people in town that when the boys were here you just stayed away from, they were bad news. They did drugs, and smoked and stuff. Slowly they all became my best friends. Their are 5 of them not including me, Haley, Kyle, Josie, Brendan, and Aidan. Theres a party tonight that im going too. They were there to take the pain away, im not really actually friends with any of them except for Haley and Aidan. Haley became my best friend and knows everything but no one will ever be a better friend than Luke and the boys were, but that part of my life is gone. And Aidan hes like my guy best friend, but its almost like we have a thing. 

After the breakup I spent all my free time teaching myself to play the guitar, and sing. The one thing that no one knows is when my birthday is, because theres never gonna be a way to separate me and Luke's birthday.