•You're Forced To Sleep W/ Cal

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"Why can't I just sleep in a room with Michael," I complain, "Michael's cuddly."

"Y/N, just go sleep with Calum. It's not that hard," Luke winks.

I actually really wanted to sleep with Calum, but it would be really awkward since we're best friends. I really liked Calum and has always liked him since Year 6.

I cheeks turn bright pink, laying my head on Luke's chest.

"Stop it," I mumble into Luke's shirt.
"Y/N, just go sleep in a hotel with Calum. You don't have to sleep with him, just sleep on the couch or something or let Calum sleep on the couch. Jesus Christ," Michael groans.
"Fine," I say, bringing my head up and walking away from Luke. I pout and walk into Calum's arms.

"You're such a nerd," Calum says, laughing.

"Says you!"

From all of that Youtube advice thingies, I'm going to tell Calum my feelings for him. I mean, he has to know anyways. Calum's been kind of weird lately, it doesn't make me change the fact that I'm going to express my feelings for him.

I fiddle with my fingers, looking down at my thighs.

"What's wrong?" Calum says, sitting down next to me.

"Calum," I begin. "Can I talk to you?"

"I was going to ask the same thing," Calum replies.

"You go first," I smile. Calum's voice was always so beautiful. It was mostly soft and calm, Calum rarely gets mad. He's mostly in a happy mood and that's what I love about him. He's always so positive about things. This may be cheesy, but he's makes me so happy. The way his eyes crinkle when he laughs, the face he makes when he's focusing on something, his calm voice whenever he's singing, I don't know how I would live without him. I lov–

"I have a girlfriend," My heart breaks. Of course he's gonna get a girlfriend. That always happens, well from all of the fanfic I've been reading. I mean, then there's a happy ending where Calum always makes up a stupid excuse and saying that he wanted to get over the girl or some shit. How should I remember?

I stand there, frozen. I can't move a thing.

"A–Are you going to say anything?" Calum stutters, scratching the back of his neck.

"Oh.."

"'Oh'? Is that it?" His tone is more angry.

"Ohh..?" I say in a different tone.

"Aren't you supposed to be happy for me? That I have a girlfriend?" Those words made me feel horrible.

I can't stand this awkward silence. I run out of the hotel room and made sure to close the door. I knock viciously on Luke and Michael's hotel room. Tears fall down my face. I knock on the door again with more power.

I find out the door is unlocked and open the door to see Michael and Luke making out.
"Jesus fucking christ, get a room," I cover my face with my arm.
( lol ok this actually didn't happen, back to reality )

"What the f– holy crap, what happened Y/N?" Luke immediately lets me in.
He sits me down on his bed and sits next to me.

"C–Calum," I say in a weak voice.

"What the shit balls did Calum do?" Michael walks in with a towel around his waist.

"He," I try my best to calm down, "He has a girlfriend." I burst into tears. I lay my head on Luke's lap, wiping my tears.

"Aw Y/N," Michael hugs me.

okay pausepausepause
i honestly don't know how michael hugged y/n when her/his head on luke's lap.
ok continue

"I d–don't know what to d–do anymore guys," More tears roll down my cheek. "I love him so much."

"W–What?" Calum says in shock.

"Oh, hey C–Calum!" I try my best not to sound sad or look sad. I quickly wipe my tears and stood up, having a fake smile on my face. I look back at Michael and Luke, their faces look sad and sorry. "What's up?" I say, smiling wide. I didn't notice the tears running down my cheek. Michael, Luke, and Calum looked at me with sad faces.
"What? I'm fine! I'm fine," I laugh, trying to get them all to laugh along with me. They all kept looking at me. "Stop looking at me weirdly!" I yell with more tears falling down my face. I sit onto the floor, crying into my hands. I hear the bed creaking, "Leave," I'm guessing Luke said.

"Bu–"

"LEAVE," Luke yells, scaring me.
I hear the door open, then close. I feel warm arms wrap around my stomach. I hug them back, I open my eyes and see Luke. I smile, "Thank you so much."

"What about me," Michael whines, awkwardly hugging the two of us.

"You too, Michael."

It's currently 2:42 AM, I'm obviously not tired because I'm the person who has the worst sleeping schedule. I look around, seeing Luke asleep on the couch and Michael playing some shooting game that I'm too lazy to look at.

"Michael, I'll go back into Mine and Cal's room," I whisper, trying not to wake Luke up.

"Okay. Bye, love you. You can always come back here. I'll most likely be awake."

I open and close the door carefully. I open the door to mine and Calum's room really quietly. "Hey Y/N," Calum scares me, making me jump.

"Fuck," I whisper to myself. I lay onto the bed and went to sleep. "Goodnight Calum."

I fell asleep, hearing a small whisper, "I love you so much."

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interesting.... part 2?

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