Wasted Thoughts

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Jealousy, a bitter taste

One I cannot help but feel

These thoughts are such a waste

My world feels so unreal

What can I hope to gain

Wishing I was someone different

Why do I put myself through this pain

While my goals remain distant

I wrack my mind, searching

For solutions I will never find

This ordeal only leaving me hurting

Why can't I get out of this bind

Turning thoughts into action

Is easier said then done

My attempts all leave me with dissatisfaction

Could I ever have won

These battles I fight

Are always uphill, sloping

Will I ever stand upright

Free of my self loathing

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