Oblivious [BoyxBoy]

One

Dedicated to Narixx for the amazing cover. I wuv you~

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Have you ever been dumped?

It's either your partner cheated on you or the spark on your relationship just went out.

That feeling when you're supposed to tell him something then he or she just wants to break up with you. Do you know how it feels?

If you're going to ask me, NO.

Why? Well first of all I've never been in a relationship. Two I'm gay.

Yes gay, as in the ones who are shoved into lockers, gets pushed around, they even painted my locker pink. I deeply appreciated their kindness, so much that I've slit their throats and bathed in their blood in my head.

And I'm not out. I still live in the closet for so long, I almost made contact with Narnia. Not that I'm not proud of my sexuality or something. I guess I'm just too afraid. Why, you ask? Well because my dad will probably hang me upside down in the basement and beat the gay out of me. At least that's what I thought.

Still, I'm afraid of what will happen if he finds out. And I don't really want to find out.

Yet, I feel like I've already been Dumped.

"Earth to Elliot" I was snapped out of my trance by a hand in front of my face.

"Oh, I'm sorry Spence" I sighed and scanned the cafeteria that's slowly being filled with annoyingly loud students.

"You seem distracted these days kiddo" she said and continued whatever she was doing with her phone. Probably tweeting about how I'm spacing out too much.

Sighing again, I think about last night's dream. Thoughts of soft cherry pink slips and striking green eyes invaded my mind. The smell of sweat cause by two bodies rubbing against each other, along with moans that lingered in the air. Every single sensation coming back to me.

I felt pain rising on the back of my head, pulling me back to reality "You're doing it again Elli"

Rubbing the spot where I was assaulted, I shot a glare at Spencer's direction "but you don't have to hit me like that!"

"Seriously? What is it? You aren't dreaming about that guy, right?" Unfortunately, I am. I mean, I really can't control my subconsciousness you know?

"I'm not, he's the one who suddenly decided that he wants to invade my mind" I shrugged.

"You should stop thinking about him. Its stressing you out. Besides, he doesn't even know you and you don't know him either." She's right, I mean there are many guys with green eyes out there right? I'm certain he isn't the only one.

Who could he be?

Spencer asked raising her perfectly drawn eyebrows "What?"

"I was just thinking about math." I mentally slapped my face. I did not mean to say it out loud. I really need to stop zoning out.

Besides, it will never happen. He doesn't even know I exist, and I don't know if he's gay or what. And like what you said, I don't know him and he isn't going to this school. So the chances of me and him to be a thing is like 800 to 1. It's pretty impossible.

I will just be that person who will just be able to hold him in my dreams. To inhale his scent, to touch him, to feel him. Only in a freaking dream. Such a hopeless case Elliot. Such a hopeless place.

"Elliot!" I was pulled back to reality by Spence who flicked my forehead.

"What?" rubbing my forehead that's turning reddish due to the assault as I shoot daggers in her path.

"Are you okay or something? Because you look like you're drowning in your own thoughts" she said with a frown forming on her lips.

And then the bell rang.

Great !

"Let's go. I don't wanna be late for math. I don't wanna hear that old hag bitch about why we're late again." Grabbing my bag, we made our way to math.

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Finally ! The school bell rang.

I quickly dashed out of my classroom before I get drowned in the sea of sweaty and obnoxiously loud teenagers.

"Elliot!" a very familiar and annoying voice called my name. Turning around I saw Spencer running towards my direction.

"Can you give me a ride? Mom can't pick me up today." she stated and fixed her strawberry blonde hair.

"Yeah sure" we made our way out this teenage prison we called school.

Silence filled the atmosphere as we made our way to the parking lot. Geez, silence is the only thing that could kill me in a matter of time.

"Put the radio on, you're boring." Turning the radio on, Bad Day blasted out of the speakers. Spencer sang to it with her amazing voice as we drove.

As expected, the house is empty. I went upstairs put my bag away. I took a quick shower threw some clothes on and plopped on my bed.

A wave of relief hit me as I let out a sigh for the millionth time.

'Why do I feel this way towards him?'

A question that just popped out of the blue quickly invaded my mind.

Who are you?

Why did you just suddenly popped into my dreams? Is this some sort of assurance that I will have someone soon? Or this is just some big fat joke? The dreams felt so real, I can almost feel the ghost of his lips everytime I wake up from the illusion that's playing in my sleep. So surreal to the point that you actually yearn for his touch, buy everytime reality hits you it's breaks a fraction of your heart because you know that it won't be true.

This is so fucked up.

And the only person I know with eccentric green eyes has moved away ages ago. We have no form of communication in anyway. Plus I don't know how he looks now, so I won't probably determine if he's that or not.

I should probably get myself checked.

Choosing what asylum should I go to, my mind soon grew tired and decided that I should sleep. Letting the darkness envelope me in its cold yet comforting embrace.

A/N: Hiyya! New aspiring writer in town. After two years of debating with myself whether to publish this story or not, a part of me finally won. You're free to take a guess lol.

So yes, its finally here for the world to see and read.

But don't just read!

Do vote and express your thoughts on this first chapter if my very first story. I'll be happily accepting any criticism. Thank you (((:

-Erin