There's Love and then there's Lost

The start of the end-part 1

He decided to try to pressure me into having sex with him. At first I said No,but he continued until I said yes, so we got prepared he put on the condom and we had sex. At first it hurt but then it felt nice. Then we heard my parents pulling up the drive way and I said "we have to stop my parents." and so we stopped but Josh said "we need to do something so if they walk in then they won't suspect anything."and we decided to play video games together. The thing was I think I was finally in love. My parents came up stairs and said Josh had to go home because it was a school night so when Josh left he said "I had a nice time."and I said "Me too."and we kissed. Then I went to bed and the next morning I slept through my alarm. I was lucky I set two alarms and I woke up on the second alarm. I had to rush and get ready for school I was just in time to catch the bus. When the bus arrived at school everybody got off the bus and I met up with Josh. We talked about what happened and he said "I want to do it again sometime." But I said "We can't."and he said "Ok if that's how it's going to be then we can't be together anymore."and I went to the bathroom and started to throw up at first it didn't think anything of it. A few days later it was still happening and I thought of me and Josh. "Could I be preg- no, no, no we used a condom but I did feel something weird happen wait what am I saying I can't be or could I oh I can solve this with a simple pregnancy test." So I went to the store and got a pregnancy test. When I got back home I ran to the bathroom and I took the test and I waited about a minute until I heard it beep I closed my eyes and crossed my fingers and looked down and I saw.......