Holding on to you

Red is everyone's favourite colour

"Such a pretty little thing, although not quite as beautiful as the girls my son normally brings home."

I swallowed when he moved in closer. He swept my hair away from my face, making me cringe and I was sure he saw it.

"M-Mr Black, K-Killian is waiting for me, I sh-should g-go."

I hate myself for stuttering, but I wanted him to think that Killian would come looking for me if I didn't leave. However, when he chuckled I knew that I failed at convincing him.

"I highly doubt that he is, you see, my son doesn't normally care when his playthings go off wondering. And he sure as hell doesn't care if I have a little play myself before he kicks them out."

I felt his hand on my thigh and I gasped. I tried to push him off but he was not budging. My tears started flowing freely, they were uncontrollable. With pleading eyes, and trembling voice I begged.

"Please, please don't."

"Don't worry I can be just as good as my son."

He started moving his hand up my thigh, getting dangerously close to figuring out that underneath Killian's shirt I was naked. One of his hands moved to cupped my breast through the thin fabric and I broke down. I tried pushing at him again, but by this time he was already standing between my thigh. I felt like throwing up when his hand squeezed my breast.

I was feeling like a caged animal about to be eaten alive by a predator, with no hope for escape. My eyes closed when I felt his hands caressing the inside of my thigh. I started wondering if Killian would believe if I told him what his father did when it was said and done. In my heart I didn't feel like he would, I knew he would somehow blame me for it, and I would be punished for being a whore.

Just as his hand moved further up me thigh and touched me where no other man but Killian has, the kitchen was flooded in brightness.

"What the f**k are you doing?!"

I have never been happier to see Killian in my life, but all of that left me when I saw the murderous look in his eyes. His father moved away and I wasted no time jumping off the chair and covering myself up as best as I could.

"Don't be too hard on her son, she was just being the slut that she is."

I gasped, looking at him, I couldn't believe that he was blaming me for what he almost did to me. I turned and started shaking my head frantically at Killian. I needed him to know that I'd never cheat on him, I'd never stoop to the level of sleeping with his own father.

"Killian, please, I-I never, I would never. Please, you've got to believe me."

With every word I took a step closer to him, my eyes begging him to believe, but all I saw in his eyes was a cold look filled with disdain. I tried again.

"I'm yours, remember...Only yours."

In an instance I saw his eyes softened, making my shoulders slumped in relief. He pulled me into his arms and hugged he tight, I broke down, sobbing uncontrollably against his chest. He ran his hands through my hair as I cried, soothing me.

"Shh, it's ok Red, I'm here now, I've got you."

With me still crying in his arms, he spoke to his father.

"I always knew that you were a sick twisted f**ker, but this is a new f**king low even for you. This one's off limits dad, for you and your men."

My sobs subsided and I listened to their conversation.

"You're playing a dangerous game, son, I thought I taught you better? It doesn't do well to get yourself attach, you're telling your enemies that you have a weakness and they'll not hesitate to milk that for all its worth. Your best bet is to squash those feelings before the escalate further and leave the girl with me and turn around and leave."

I stiffen and Killian did as well, making his hold on me feel like cement. I started to feel like I was suffocating, but I dare not move for fear of his father taking matters into his own hands.

"Your best bet, old man would be to shut the f**k up, you might be my father but if you so much as come within ten feet of her I will think it took close. If I ever find out she's scared and it is in any way related to you, I'll start digging your grave myself and I'll give you a bullet for every tear she sheds."

Killian's voice was calm but deadly dangerous.

"You're threatening me over a useless whore? Choose your words wisely son, because once it said there's no turning back."

"I meant every last word I said, touch my wife one more time and it will be the last day you walk this earth."

He put his hands under my feet, lifting me bridal style. I closed my eyes and just listen to his heartbeat as he carried me back to his room.

When we finally reached, he gently placed me on the bed. Opening up my eyes I looked at him, and felt this strange feeling taking root in my heart. I didn't know what it was but at the moment I was too drained to question it. Killian brushed my hair aside and placed a soft kiss against my forehead.

"You ok, baby?" he asked.

I nodded my head, "Yeah, thanks to you."

"I'll always protect you, Red. Now, are you such you're ok?"

I nodded my head a second time and he smiled, but then it was replaced with anger.

"Good, now I want to know what the f**k was that?!"

I was taken aback, I thought he believed me when I told him I didn't do anything wrong. I was confused, I didn't understand why he was acting the way he was.

"W-what do you mean?"

"How could you think that I'd believe that you'd cheat on me, I never question your loyalty and I never will. I know the kind of person you are, Red, you went eighteen years of your life as a virgin and for two and a half of it you had a boyfriend and you still manage to keep yourself intact."

He took my hand, pulling me to my feet.

"I'll always believe you, Red, never doubt that."

I looked up at him as that strange feeling in my chest planted a seed. I was seeing Killian in a new light. He dipped his head and kissed, it was rough and a tab bit painful, making me whimpered. I knew what he wanted, but I wasn't in the mood for the hard sex my body has gotten used to. I looked at him and I knew he saw the look in my eyes.

"Don't worry, Red, I'm going to give you what you want tonight, just this once."

What's that," I asked confused.

"I'm going to make love to you."