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Alison's POV

I'm awaken by loud music playing in the distance, my sights blurring but I can just about make out what I'm wearing, a dress and tracksuit bottoms? How drunk did I get last night.
I stood up, my vision still fuzzy I walked over to the dresser and opened the top draw, I looked at the first item I picked up, letting my eyes adjust to the thing in my hands, when they did I threw it on the floor.
Why the fuck is there boxers in my draw? I looked around the room noticing this isn't my room its Emily's , I walked out the door and found Emily and aria on the sofa
"Why was I in your room" I asked, fury boiling in the bit of my stomach, did she take advantage of me last night? Why else would I be in her room?
"Well, you came into my room just as I was about to fall asleep and climbed into my bed. I tried to take you back to your room but you wasn't having it" she said without looking at me, but when her and aria did they went into a fit of laughter, I'm guessing they are laughing at what I'm wearing, good one Ali. Then I remembered what was in Emily's draws
"Why do you have boxers" I asked her
"Why was you going through my draws" she asked angry
"I thought they were mine"
"I find them comfortable" she said turning away looking at the TV, its not like they're watching anything interesting just some crappy music videos
"Freak" I said walking away
"Dog" she shouts

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Emily's POV

"To me" I hear Sam shout, I dribble the ball past a few of the girls on the other team and pass it to Sam, she runs up the field passing all the girls on both teams till she gets to the goal I run up to where she is and take the ball, she runs to the other side of the goal, I go to kick the ball in the goal but instead at sam, she stops it with her foot and quickly shoots it into the goal

"Way to go" I jog over to her and high five her
"OK that's enough just do some passes and stuff now but remember 5 o'clock tomorrow be ready girls" the coach shouts, she was about to walk away but I ran up to her stopping her.
"Coach" I said, she turned around to face me
"I was expecting to see you yesterday" she said
"Yeah I was going to. Anyways why did you put us 4 together" I asked
"Like I said, this trip is also for team building" I sighed and walked over to aria
"Did you talk to her about Alison and Mona" aria asked
"Yeah, apparently its for team building which is a load of shit" I kick the grass just to emphasize how annoyed I am.
"Oh" "did anything happen last night" she added with a wink
"You've got to be kidding" I scoffed
"I was being serious" she said rolling her eyes
"Well no, she did try cuddling into me a few times but I pushed her away" I laughed
"The truth" wow she knows me to well
"Okay so yeah I pushed her away a few times but after a while I gave up" I admitted
"You're lucky she isn't smart, boxers, lesbian, your own bathroom? " aria states
"I know, she was to drunk last night to even notice anything anyways" I shrugged
"That can't happen again em, what happens if you-"
"I know and it definitely won't, I'm not going to risk it.." I cut her off
"I'm just trying to protect you and how comes the person you hate the most gets to share a bed with you but I'm not" she placed her hand on her heart acting hurt
"Crawl into my bed one night when you're drink then maybe you'll get a chance" I wink
"I might just have to do that" she laughs
"Right come on, we need to practice" I said grabbing a near by ball

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Alison's POV

I got out the shower and walked to my room where Mona is laying on my bed
"Where did you sleep last night" she questioned
"Hello to you to Mona" I went to my draws picking out an outfit
"Seriously" she sits up
"In here" I lie
"This bed hasn't been slept in, its exactly how it was when we first got here" she says gesturing towards the neatly made bed
"Well apparently during the night I went to Emily's room-"
"You slept in Emily's bed!" She practically shouts
"Well yeah, but I was drunk. I don't even remember doing it" I admitted
"That's so gross" Mona laughs
"I know, did you know she wears boxers, apparently they're more comfortable" I turn to look at Mona
"Ehh, she's so weird"
"You've got that right" we both laugh.

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"Hurry up" I shout to aria and Emily, since we have no food we decided to go out for dinner, together.

"Alright, I'm done" Emily walked out in a pair of black jeans, red Ralph Lauren long sleeved polo shirt, a duffer jacket with black, grey and blue Nike air max. Her style if clothes marched her personality perfectly "finally" I moaned
"Right let's go" aria's wearing a black and white pencil dress with 5 or 6 inch heels to match, aria always had a cute sense of style that's something I admired of her. That's always one of the reasons we're sort of friends.

We walked outside into the freezing cold wind, I shivered at the wind hit me in the face
"How far is this place" I asked Mona, she was the one that picked the restaurant
"Like 20 minutes away" I moan, we walk down the road a little when we come to a small corner shop
"Should we just get some food from here and go back to the apartment, I don't think I can handle this oldness for much longer" Mona said
"Yeah I'm up for that" aria said, the two girls looked at me and Emily waiting for us to answer
"Yeah sure whatever" Emily finally said
We walked into the shop and each one of us grabbed about 5 items each shoving them on the counter
I was looking at some magazines when Emily interrupted me
"I hear the corner is very popular for girls like you" i frown my brows
"What"
"Your whole outfit screams slut" she says before walking over to aria
"Well yours screams lesbians" I try defending myself, she chuckles and said "that's what I was going for you know as I am one" she said in the most idiotic voice I've ever heard
"Its a shame you went for the butch look" my eyes widen realising what'd I'd just said
"Its a shame aye? Sorry to disappoint" she laughs, I glare and soon enough she stops laughing
"Sorry, I didn't know you had any feelings left that could get hurt" she holds her hands up in defence, I walk closer to her
"Fields you are utterly the most annoying, disgustin-" aria said stepping between us splitting us apart
"Everyone got what they want" Mona says walking towards us with 3 bags, we nod and walk out the shop and back to the apartment

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Emily's POV

"What films are on" I asked aria
"Hang on and I'll look" she sat next to me separating me and Alison
"What's that" Mona asks sitting next to Alison
"Dear John? Its a good film, a little sad" aria says
"Put it on, I've never seen it" Mona looks at aria
"Sure" I huff and rest my head on my hand, really? A sappy love story, bore. Aria as made me watch this millions of times and even though I don't actually watch it I listen so I probably know all the words.

"Tonight I will look up at the moon and will know that somewhere you are looking at it too" I mumble under my breath, hoping no one heard, I looked over at the others and thankfully it looks like they hadn't

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"Night guys, see you tomorrow" I said before closing my door, I heard the other three close then walked to my bed, I peeled the covers back and climbed in shuffling round getting comfy but I couldn't, something didn't feel right.

Alison's POV

I tossed and turned for what seemed like forever, I was tired, extremely tired actually but I just couldn't fall asleep, something didn't feel right.

Emily's POV

I tried sleeping in weird, comfortable and even uncomfortable positions but I couldn't, I just couldn't fall sleep. I turned in my back facing the ceiling, I heard a door creak open then light footsteps walk down the hallways, there was a soft knock on the door before Alison walked in a plopped down on my bed
"Erm, I er, can I stay in here again I um, I'm homesick" I could tell she was lying, but before I could even think about it the words feel out my mouth "yeah sure just stay on that side" she got up and closed the door, she crawled under the covers and shuffled around a little, I felt an ease come over me, I felt myself drifting off. That was until alsion wrapped her arm around me, I looked down at her arm slumped on my stomach
"Alison" I said, no reply
"Move your arm" I tried again
"No one can possibly fall asleep that fast" I picked her arm up and moved it off me, she jerked a bit then curled her body into mine
"Fuck it" I mumble before falling asleep

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