I hate my life!! I've had ENOUGH!! I just want to die end the fucking pain!!!
I sit on the floor of my bedroom thinking about why am I still here! Why I'm a still breathing!! I get up from the floor and into my bathroom. I remove all of my wristbands and stare at my scars.
I smile creeps on my face just thinking about all the pain leaving me as soon as I die. I pick up the blade and as soon as I press it on my wrist I here a knock on my bathroom door.
"Crap" I whisper. "Alex what are you doing in there?" My mom asked.
"Uhh nothing just washing up,why??" "Well dinners ready so get out and come downstairs".
I sigh and quickly put the blade away and put on my wristbands.
"Ok coming!" I shout. I open the door and walk downstairs.
My mom and dad are sitting and eating I sit down and play with my food. I'm honestly not hungry at all I'm not Anorexic or anything it's just that I'm never that hungry.
"Stop playing with your damn food and eat it!" My dad shouts.
I stare at him "I'm not hungry!" "I don't give two shits if you're not hungry EAT IT!!" He yells I roll my eyes and take a bite.
I hate my dad he's such an ass he hates me I know he does he never loved me not even when I was small he drinks way to much and so does my mom she doesn't like me that much.
"Alex do I have to shove it in your damn mouth!" She says raising her voice. "No" I mumble. I keep playing with my food and then I hear my dad sigh and get up and walk over to me.
"I swear if you don't eat it I will shove it into your fucking mouth Alex NOW EAT!!" "I SAID IM NOT FUCKING HUNGRY!!!" I yell. I get up and run up to my room and lock my door.
I feel tears forming in my eyes. I walk over to my bathroom and lock the door.
I remove my wristbands and pick up the razor. I slowly pass it onto my wrist and blood starts to escape my wrist. I pass it 7 more times and I then put the razor away and wash up.
I take a shower and I brush my teeth and go straight to bed.
I hope u guys enjoyed the first chapter, I know it sucked but I hope you like the next chapter!!
XX STEPHANIE XX
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