take a picture 「 yoonjin 」

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It had been one month since they met each other, Yoongi doesn't know if it was just him but he was craving for Seokjin's presence. It was getting harder every night to sleep.

He missed the elder's warmth, touches, kisses, whispers and mostly his presence.

He wondered if the elder have found out about the book he made. It was going to be the elder's Christmas present but he guessed it was too late. Seokjin could've looked through it without him being there.

Yoongi got skinnier everyday and Taehyung knew it wasn't a good sign, he wanted the other to be happy again with Seokjin. He wanted to try everything so the two can go back together but he was scared it wasn't going to turn out well.

Yoongi lied on his bed, remembering the last words he said to the elder, "I'm sorry Hyung, I really love you but I need some time now."

He saw how hurt Seokjin was, how much the elder wanted to clean his ears and tell him it wasn't true. How much he wanted to hold the younger in his arms but he couldn't, scared that he might break Yoongi.

Yoongi misses him a lot.

That night he cried to sleep.

[ next day ]

The next morning came fast, Yoongi stretched out of bed and got ready to work. He managed to get a job as a photographer and he was doing well.

He was thinking of moving out of Taehyung's apartment sooner or later but he hesitated. He doesn't like being alone in a house, whether if its small or big. He just don't like being alone.

Yoongi walked to his job slowly, the groom and bride wasn't going to be there until afternoon anyway. He took some pictures of the scenery and it reminded him of Seokjin so he turned off his camera and went in a cafe.

He ordered his daily coffee drink and headed out again. Checking his watch, Yoongi gasped at the time. He quickly walked to the company, almost dropping the coffee cup a few times.

When he entered the company, he saw the bride and groom already there. Never did he knew that Seokjin would be the groom and the bride would be.... a person from their school?

Yoongi stood frozen at the entrance, staring back at Seokjin. He never felt so weak and broken. So weak he dropped the cup of coffee.

He got out of his daze and gasped at the ground, "Uh-uh, pl-please wait for a wh-while... I-I need to g-get this cl-cleaned up." He stuttered, picking up the cup and chucking it.

He could've sworn he saw the soon-to-be-wife rolling her eyes at him.

Why is he getting married to a girl like this?

Yoongi proceeded to get the mop and cleaned the place up.

Five minutes later, he put the mop back to its place and told the couple to follow him.

Yoongi knew Seokjin was staring holes into the back of his head. As much as he wanted to run to the younger and apologise, he couldn't. Not when his soon-to-be-wife is here.

That woman he call fiancé, is homophobic just like everyone else in his school. He doesn't even know why he is with her.

"Uh... you guys can get changed. I'll be setting up the place." Yoongi tried smiling.

Seokjin and the girl separated their ways and Yoongi went to get ready.

Ten minutes later, they both came out and the girl was just complaining how the dress look on her and how they did the make up for her, and that she had to do it herself.

Yoongi rolled his eyes and he was sure Seokjin did too, mentally.

"Oka, are you guys ready?" Yoongi asked.

"Uh... excuse me? I'm a little stuck here." Both boys turned to the bride. Seokjin was having second thoughts about the wedding plans. Yoongi was killing her inside, mentally.

"Oh I'm sorry, but are you guys going to help me or what? Jinnie, help me please." She said in a fake cute voice.

Seokjin sighed inaudibly and walked over to her to help.

I have never once called him by any nicknames and she does?

Once they were in the shooting area, Yoongi held his camera up to start taking pictures of them.

Fake, all of Seokjin's smiles were fake. His glance at her was also fake. Yoongi can see straight through the elder. How stupid can his fiancé get? She can't tell what is fake and what is real.

After the photoshoot, everyone packed up and left the studio. Seokjin stayed behind, waiting for Yoongi to come out.

Yoongi came out, seeing the elder but walked passed him, as if he didn't see anything. Seokjin sighed and ran after Yoongi.

"Hey, Yoongi." Seokjin grabbed Yoongi's wrist, feeling the tingling sensation going throughout his body.

Even if he knew Yoongi wasn't going to come, he held out the invitation, "Come to my wedding, I'm hoping to see you there." Seokjin said, passing the envelope and left the company.

Yoongi gripped onto the envelope and tried all his best not to cry. He let out a shaky breath and walked home to Taehyung's house.

[ the day of the wedding ]

Seokjin looked around, there was a lot of people here, but the person he wanted to see most wasn't here. The wedding was going to start soon but Yoongi wasn't there. Seokjin knew he wasn't go to be there.

Who would want to see their ex getting married?

Seokjin sighed, as the whole place fell quiet and the Priest started to talk.

His soon-to-be-wife walked down the aisle with a bouquet in her hand.

When his fiancé reached the stairs, the Priest said the cliche line, "Do you Miss Park, wish to get married to Mr Kim?" She nodded and smiled, showing her not-so-white teeth.

The Priest turned to Seokjin, "Do you Mr Kim, wish to get married to Miss Park." Seokjin didn't hesitate as he said,

"No." The whole place gasped, not expecting the answer.

"I'm sorry Minja, but the one you love is not me and the one I love is not you. Don't bother wasting your life with me and regret it later." Seokjin smiled and ran off to the place he surely knew Yoongi would be there.

[ at the park ]

Yoongi sat on the swings, swinging back and forth a little. He sighed, he was going to Seokjin's wedding but backed out. He didn't want to the person he loved most be with another person.

He sighed and heard some twigs breaking, he looked up and his eyes widen.

The one person that broke his heart, that should be getting married, the person he has been meaning to see again. Kim Seokjin was standing in front of him panting.

Yoongi stood up slowly and stepped forward towards the elder, "Wh-what are yo-you doing he-here? Are-"

Seokjin pulled Yoongi into a deep kiss which lasted for four minutes. "The person I love is not her, the person I love is right here, in front of me." Seokjin smiled as Yoongi blushed.

"Yoongi, I miss you so much! I love you to bits and pieces. I'm so sorry about everything." Seokjin hugged the younger, spilling tears.

Yoongi patted his back as he whispered, "Me too Hyung, me too. I missed you so much I could've died if I waited longer. I love you."

"Yoongi, can we start all over again?" Yoongi nodded and Seokjin kissed the younger again.

[ the end ]