7th January 2016
I actually got some sleep last night, Joshy. I slept in your bed and it probably sounds weird but it smelt of you and made me feel better
sent 8:57 am
I keep hoping that you're going to see these messages
sent 11:45 am
I feel so numb without you
sent 1:27 pm
You're my world, Joshy. Please come home, we can forget this ever happened.
sent 5:43 pm
I just want to know you're safe
sent 9:23 pm
Goodnight Josh
sent 11:59 pm
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