Random Characters X Reader

Alice and the Kingdom of Hearts: Boris Airay x Reader

"Finally... You're awake (name)."
"I'm sorry Boris. I really am."
"Why didn't you tell me about this? You should've told me (name)."
"I.... I didn't..."
"You didn't what?"
"I... I didn't want... to worry you."

I was surprised.

"W... What the heck (name). There's no way I wo-"
"That's the point Boris. I... It's true that there's no way that you wouldn't worry about it but... what I mean is... If you found out about it, all of your decisions will change."
"Change? Change how?"
"Well... If you already knew about my condition, you'd be worried about me 24/7. And when a certain situation comes up, there's a possibility that'd you'd think 'if I agree then I won't be able to watch over her' or 'if I go then I'll be far away from her' or something like that."

I didn't say anything and she sighed and squeezed my hand. Even though she was awake, her hands were still cold. That scared me.

"It was my decision not to tell you about my cancer but... please understand that I worry about you."
"... Then please get better (name)." I squeezed her hand back and looked at her straight in the eye.

"Please get better and everything will be alright (name)." She didn't say anything and just pulled me in a gentle hug.

And she whispered, "I hope so".

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Many days have passed... But everything wasn't looking alright.

Even with the chemotherapy and other medications, she was still in a weak state. She was getting thinner and balder but she said that it's alright. She said that once she gets better, she'll eat to her hearts content and will grow her hair back.

She was always smiling. She was always happy. But that smile scares me... I fear that whenever she smiles, that smile would be her last. I know that I shouldn't be thinking like that.... but its hard not to... Especially with the situation.

One day I was on my way to her room when I saw her mother outside crying and my heart fell to my stomach. I knew something was wrong.

I approached her and she hugged me as she cried.

"Boris... (Name)... she... she said that she couldn't stand it anymore."

She told me what happened. That one day, (name) suddenly coughed up blood and had to be operated when they found out that she has appendicitis and when that was all over, the doctor had no good news.

"He said that (name) has a very little chance to live. The virus has spread throughout her body and it is nearly impossible for her... to... live." She sobbed.

I can't believe it. I refuse to believe it. But when I opened the door to your room, and saw you... I fell on my knees. You were so much thinner and looked sicker than before and there were twice as much tubes, wires and machines around you.

My tears slowly fell on my eyes and I cried.

Why must this happen to you? Of all people whepy you (name)? You didn't deserve this.

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Three weeks later

You were lying down the bed doing nothing and I was still holding your thin cold hand. It was quiet.

But then you finally spoke. I haven't heard your voice for so long now.

"B... Boris...?"
"Yeah? What is it (name)? Do you need something? Do you feel hurt?" I asked and was about to press the button on the wall but you shook your head no. I sat down and you slightly held on to my hand.

"S... Sing..."
"Eh? Sing? Me?"
"Yes... Please..."
"(Name)... You know I'm not a very good singer."
"Doesn't matter... Just... sing... please."
".... Alright... I'll sing. What do you want me to sing?"
"My favourite."

And she flashed me a sweet smile... but her eyes showed a bit sadness in them. And of all songs... she had to pick that.

I slowly nodded and began humming.

[In Another Life - The Veronicas]
I have known you my whole life
When we were 10, you said you'd make me your wife
Eight years later, you won me over
Just as I took the world on my shoulders

I got used living without you
Endless phone calls and dreaming about you
Always said that you were my man to be
But I guess I fell in love with your memory

You know I love you, I really do
But I can't fight anymore for you
And I don't know, maybe we'll be together again
Sometime, in another life
In another life

My voice cracked and my eyes were hot and moist. I know what's going but... its just too painful. She doesn't deserve this.

She held on my hand and gently tugged it. I looked at her and she nodded, telling me to continue. With a heavy heart and a shaky sigh, I continued singing.

I know I said that I would keep my word
I wished that I could save you from the hurt
But things could never go back to how we were
I'm sorry I can't be your world

You know I love you, I really do
But I can't fight anymore for you
And I don't know, maybe we'll be together again
Sometime, in another life
In another life (in another life)

The way your holding on to me
Makes me feel like I can't breathe
Just let me go, let me go
It just won't feel right inside
God knows I've tried

You know I love you, I really do
But I can't fight anymore for you
And I don't know, maybe we'll be together again
Sometime, in another life
In another life, in another life

In another life

My tears were streaming down my eyes and I squeezed her thin and cold hand. It's too much for her. She doesn't deserve this. She doesn't.

"(Name)... Please... Please don't leave me."
"..."

She said nothing and only wiped away my tears. She was smiling despite having tears streaming down her eyes as well.

"(Name)... Don't go please." I begged but she didn't answer. She just cupped my cheek and ran her thumb against my skin.

"...(Name)..."

"I'll see you in another life."