A change (sequel to New Beginning?)

Chapter 55

"Mallory!" Cameron shouted coming towards me.

I opened my arms and he engulfed me in one of his famous bear hugs.

"Come join us" he said

I walked out and hugged Nash, Matt, And Carter as well. I didn't want to be in the video, so I stayed behind it.

"Mallory is here, but she's too shy" Cameron announced

I rolled my eyes playfully and they laughed. After they finished filming, we all just sat on the beach chairs and hung out.

"Hey guys?" I called out

"Yes?" They said

"Thank you" I smiled

They looked confused

"For always being there for me" I said getting emotional. Ugh, I swear I cry for everything.

"No. If this is one of your goodbye speeches to us, I don't want to hear it" Cameron said getting up and leaving.

I sat their in shock. Nash, Matt, and Carter gave me sympathetic looks.

Matt came over and gave me a big hug and I shed a few years while he held me. Then Nash and Carter hugged me as well.

"I remember the crap I went through when I was 6 and stuff and you guys were always there. So thank you. I love you guys so much and please don't forget that or me" I said

They gave me a group hug. I even heard them cry a little.

"Never Mal" Nash said

"We'll never forget you. Even if we tried, we could never and I wouldn't want too" Matt said

"What they said, and I love you too" Carter said

"I love you too" Matt and Nash followed up after

After talking to them more, shedding tears, and getting what I wanted to say off my chest, I decided to search for Cameron.

You must be thinking why I'm saying goodbye to then when I still have about three months left, but 3 months can fly back quickly and before you know it, times up.

I went inside the house and upstairs to his room. I knocked on his door and heard him mumble to come in.

I opened his door slowly and stepped inside shutting the door behind me. I saw Cameron sitting on his bed with red, tear stained eyes. The sight broke my heart.

"Cameron" I sighed sitting down next to him

"Mallory, please... I'm not ready for your goodbye speech" he said not looking at me

"Cameron... This is hurting me just as much as its hurting you" I said

He looked up at me.

"Thank you" I started off "for literally being there through it all. For staying up with me when I could never sleep, for taking me out, for sneaking me up sweets, for sleeping outside in the backyard with me, for saving me, and for just taking care of me" I said

"You were always there for me and now it's my turn to be here for you" I said

"How?" He choked out "you'll be leaving us" he said

"Cameron... You know I don't want to.. Life isn't fair, but you need to accept what has come of it" I said

"So you're saying I should accept you dying??" He asked sitting up

"Yes!" I shouted

He stood quiet and tears started falling out of my eyes.

"I'm scared Cameron. I don't want to die. I've been saying bye to everyone one by one making them think I've accepted with me dying, but I haven't! I'm scared out of my mind and I just started a beautiful life without people trying to kill me only to find out that I'm dying! I didn't ask for this Cameron. I didn't ask to leave you guys. Ill miss you guys so much and the most thing I fear is how you guys will handle my death! I don't want you guys to mourn for the rest of you lives!" I shouted and Cameron hugged me tightly as I cried into his chest.

"Shhhh Mal" he said rubbing soothing circles in my back.

"I don't want to go so soon Cam" i choked out

He held on tighter.

"I love you Mal and don't forget that. We all do and were never leaving your side. It's okay to be scared, but you won't be alone. Ever" Cameron said.

After an hour of talking to Cameron, I went back to my room. I saw David follow behind me.

"Hey" I said

"Hey" he smiled and came to kiss me

I kissed back and smiled.

"How's your mom and dad? Were they mad I couldn't make it?" I asked

"Their good. They were disappointed you don't show because they were looking forward in seeing you, but they understood" he said

"I'll go next time for sure. I just needed to keep an eye out for Hannah" I said

"It's fine baby" David smiled and kissed me

"What's wrong? Looks like you've been crying" he said

"Just an emotional talk with Cameron guys" I said

"Oh" he said looking down

"Well why don't we just take a nap so when we wake up, we fill refreshed?" He asked

"Napping sounds good" I yawned. He smiled and we laid in bed. He wrapped his arms around me and I cuddled into his chest.

Boy... He's gonna be my hardest goodbye.