Inside My Head

one last chance at a first hello

I run through the crowds, weaving my way around screaming fangirls.

Peering over someones head, I see that he's almost at the limo. I quicken my pace, knowing that once he makes it to his limo, it's all over and I'd have to wait 'who knows how long' until I can see him again.

I try screaming his name, "Tom!!!" But its no use. It just blends it with all the other voices. So I keep weaving my way through the crowds.

Just when I begin to think that I won't make it time, I find my way to the front of the crowd.

" Tom!!!!" I shout at the top of my lungs, waving my drawing of Loki in the air.

He keeps moving toward the limo, only stopping to signs a few things .

Then I do the unthinkable. I crawl under the rope that separates us.

"Tom!!!" I scream one last time, but this time he turns around to look at me.

I stare at him as he surveys my outfit, consisting of Loki themed shirt ontop of a Loki themed dress and Loki themed sweat pants underneath that. His gaze stops at the drawing.

"Did you draw that?" He asks taking a step toward me.

he smiles when I nod.

"You are very talented," he says taking it from my hands and studying it, "I could never draw this well."

I just stand there starstruck and speechless.

"C- c- can you sign it for me?" I manage to stutter.

I hold out my gold sharpie and he takes it, imedeatly starting to write.

"What's your name?" He asks lookjng up from the drawing.

"Joy." I answer, looking at his wonderful blue eyes.

He nods writing some more down quickly before handing it to me.

"That's a very beautiful name, Joy." He says, looking down at me.

I smile thanking him.

"Did you want a picture with me as well?" He asks, before I can turn away.

I nod perhaps a little too eagerly, pulling out my phone.

Sliding my Loki wallpaper up to reveal the camera, I position myself next to him and take the picture.

"Thank you so much!" I say, after everything has been done and he has to leave.

I watch as he gets into the limo and it drives away, leaving me standing here in the technically restricted area.

The walk home was mainly uneventful and I soon reach the front door to my house. I open the door and run inside, closing it behind me.

I run straight upstairs to my room and once I'm there, I look at the drawing.

Joy, you are a talented artist and an amazing fan. If anyone asks, tell them the position of 'leader of Loki's army' has been officially taken, by you.
Tom Hiddelston.

I smile at his note. This truly was the perfect day.