Holding on to you

Prologue part one

"There must be something else that you want, something else that I can do for you? Please, just tell me what you want?"

I hate begging, but my brother needs my help. If he didn't pay those people their money within two days, they might carry out their threat and take his life and pass the debt on to someone else in the family.

With the same blank expression still on his face, he repeated his answer from before.

"You."

My shoulder slumped in defeat and I felt my eyes well up. A single tear fell and I swiped it away with the back of my hand. Why did he want me? I wasn't anything special, couldn't he ask for something else, like, help with his homework or tutoring? God knows he needed it!

"But, I've got a boyfriend...th-that would be cheating."

"You," he said again. "And I don't share."

His complete and utter heartlessness stunned me, he just stood there not caring that he's asking me to cheat on my boyfriend. Sure we were on a break, but he's still my boyfriend and besides, he told me he had something important to speak to me about in school tomorrow. So, I just know that he's going call off our break.

He was not faltering. His eyes were regarding me like a predator does its prey, eyes slowing taking me in, deciding which direction to attack.

Okay. I can do this. It wouldn't be considered cheating. Right? Because, technically, Jason and I are broken up? I squared my shoulders and nodded my head. I'm going to do this for my family's safety. There could be worse things than losing my virginity to Killian 'Killer' Black.

"Okay, but it has to be done tonight."

I was proud of how strong and steady my voice sounded. And also if I got the dreaded act done tonight, I can tell Jason yes tomorrow and it wouldn't be cast as cheating.

But then he laughed a humourless laugh causing me to look at him confused.

What? Did I say something funny?

He quickly closed the distance between us and I stumbled back a few steps trying to get away from him, but his hand came around my waist just as fast. I looked into his eyes and saw the first emotion since I asked him for his help. It was just there, dancing there... The amusement.

"First rule, no one tells me what to do. And secondly, it is going to be done tonight and tomorrow and the day after and for as long as I want... understood?" He said as he held me still.

I gulped and nodded from fear. Then the second emotion for the night showed itself...anger.

"Good. From this moment on you no longer have a boyfriend. You do what I say when I say it, just the way I want you to do it and wherever I want you to do it. It is that clear?"

Stupidly, I nodded my head like an idiot agreeing to everything he was saying. Could I be any dumber?

Without saying another word, he grabbed my hand and started walking back to his car, and like the idiot that I am, I followed him without question. It was as if I had become possessed. I just followed.

I only caught my senses when he got out his keys and opened the passenger door for me. It was at that moment I began panicking. My eyes were wandering all over the place as I search my mind for a way to get out of this predicament. As if sensing my inner trauma, he slammed the door shut causing me to jump. I was then pushed roughly up against the car and my jaw held tightly facing him.

"Let's get one thing straight, Red, once a deal is made with me there is no backing out. There's no loophole, no back door, no side gate, nothing. I own you now!" He shouted as he glared at me.

His hands were once again around my waist. They stayed there. He started to slowly run his hands up my body causing me to get hot in places I didn't even know I could get hot. I lost my breath when his hands grabbed my breasts and squeezed lightly, then they moved higher taking my hands with them until they were pinned above my head. A strange feeling began to gradually take over my entire body. A feeling I did not recognise. Then, his hot soft lips crushed down onto mine and I swear I felt like gravity abandoned me.

Fire. That's what it was, fire. One that started in my soul and was working its way out, trying to take over my entire being. As his lips moved against mine, teeth forcefully tugging at my bottom lip for entry. I felt like if I didn't obey, the world would end. And I couldn't let humanity down now, could I?

I moaned when his tongue entered my mouth and pressed my body to him, feeling the need to be closer to him. Just when I started to feel like I couldn't take it anymore, he ripped his mouth away from me just as forceful.

Moving me away from the car he opened the door and said,

"Get used to being owned. Now get in!"

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