Always attract // Phan

Hello there

"I'm going home. I'm sorry, I guess." Chris said quickly, Phil nodded.

Finally, Chris left and I sent Phil a apologetic look.

"This wasn't your fault. Don't you dare say it was." Phil spoke, I shrugged my shoulders.

     "Who was that anyways?" I asked curiously, I mean why would someone get that mad?

     "My best friend, I guess you could say. I live with him and my other friend PJ." Phil explained, my hand was still on top of Phil's. I started playing with his fingers with a cheeky smile on my face. I'm happy, I'm actually smiling right now.

      "You don't live with your parents?" I questioned, he gently grabbed my hand enterwining our fingers.

     Stay calm. Don't freak out. He's only holding your hand.

       "It's a long story. Maybe another time?" He said politely, I continued playing with his hand.

       "Having fun?" Phil laughed, did I space out again? God damn it.

     "Sorry, I spaced out for a second there." I apologized, a loud yawn left my lips. Phil noticed, and got up from his chair.

      "Are you tired?" Phil asked softly, why is he caring so much already? This is all so different.

      "Yeah. Can we cuddle?" I blurted out, but then I instantly regretted asking.

      Too soon, Dan. Too fucking soon, you dumb ass.

       Phil started laughing, and ruffled my hair. He's at least not taking it horribly like I thought he would.

        "Next time, maybe?" Phil asked, I nodded eagerly.

    "Can I have your number?" I asked politely; I passed him my phone and he typed his number in.

     "There. We should do this again. It was a lot of fun finally meeting you." Phil said cheerfully, I threw myself at him. Literally.

      My arms were wrapped around the back of his neck, and my face was into his shoulder. He slowly put his arms around my waist, and held me.

     "I-I'm sorry.. That was inappropriate. I d-didn't-" I mumbled, as Phil then pulled back.

     "Dan Howell, look at me right now." Phil said sternly, I looked up timidly.

       He wrapped his arms around me; my face was now into his neck. His warmth felt amazing. I wanted to be there forever.

      "Stop being so paranoid. I'm not going to judge you." Phil said as he hugged me. We were in the middle of the mall, and we sure were getting tons of stares.

      He walked me to the exit, and I took out my phone to call my mom to pick me up. It was dark out, and I did not feel safe walking.

      "She isn't picking up." I pouted, Phil leaned against the wall. I yawned again, which caught Phil's attention.

     "I will walk you home. Where do you live?" Phil asked, I told him my address.

"Are you sure? I don't wanna be any trouble." I noted, he grabbed my hand enterwining our fingers again.

"Just making sure I have a good grip on you incase any homeless people try to seduce you." Phil joked, I squeezed his hand.

"Seducing is your job though." I muttered, I smirked at his reaction.

      "Are you saying you want me to fuck you, Howell?" Phil asked, raising his eyebrow.

"Depends. How big are you?" I flirted, he put his hand to his chest.

"You need Jesus, Dan!" He said dramatically, we were about halfway to my house now.

It was getting darker out. I grabbed Phil's hand tighter, he looked at me with worry.

     "You okay?" He asked softly, I shakily nodded.

        "I just hate the dark.." I said quietly, we were about one road from my house now. Which I was glad for.

       "Is this it?" Phil asked, once we got to my drive way.

         "Yep. Thank you so much for walking me. I'm such a coward." I thanked him; he gently stroked my cheek.

     I jumped into his arms yet again and we stayed there for awhile. I really hope I'm not going too fast with him. It's just, everything about him is so perfect and I can't help how I'm feeling right now.

     We let go, and I started walking up my drive way.

     "Bye Phil! Have a safe walk home!"

     What the hell just happened?
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      Updated. Damn, this update was pretty long. I had to get a lot of detail in there. So, Dan found Phil after weeks of looking. ^-^ The question is, are they going too fast and do you think Dan's age will be a problem? Please vote and comment for more ❤️ -Madcatlady