She's Depressed.

How It Happens.

a/n: listen to the song, while reading. Don't turn it up to loud tho. It helps you get into the book. -QueenRain81777

One second, everything is okay, you're happy and you're enjoying life.

And then, boom.

Within 30 seconds you lose someone you love. You cry and cry. You talk to a therapist but that doesn't help. Nothing helps.

Sunshine and rainbows turn into dark clouds and tears.

You start to blame yourself and you don't know what to do.

You panic, and push everyone out. Even the people who are just trying to help. At the time, it feels right.

You soon run out if options.

You don't wanna get out of bed.

You only want to wear black.

You stop going to parties.

You don't answer the phone.

Everyone is worried about you.

But in your head, your the boss.

No one can take that away.

Your mind turns and dark and you only think negatively.

You start to think suicide is your only option.

Well is it?

Who will miss you?

Your mind tells you no one.

Do you listen or ignore it?

You see a sharp object, possibly a knife or razor or blade. Your mind tells you to cut your soft, beautiful skin.

Well, come on!

Are you gonna do it?

Or what about those pills in the medicine cabinet...

Will they numb your pain and suffering?

Remember, your mind is telling you that no one will miss you.

Why not?

They're right there.

This is your chance.

Are you afraid?

You should be.

Dying isn't pretty.

I mean, come on, look in a mirror honey.

Look what death did to you.

You fight with your parents about nothing. And then not even 2 seconds later, the bad thoughts pour in.

You don't know what's going on.

This isn't you.

Maybe its a stage.

Haha, yeah right.

A person you loved.

Someone close to you.

Their life was taken within a blink of an eye.

You don't think about what they want.

You only think about yourself.

Because... Nothing else matters.

Everyone gives you ideas on how to 'get better.'

Nothing helps.

You cry and cry and cry.

You don't think about your future.

You don't think about your family.

You. You. You.