My letter to the man i will love, Someday.

07-20-13

My letter to the man i will love, Someday. 

Or maybe to the man i love today?

Dear YOU,

Inaamin ko, na minsan, tinatanong ko sa sarile ko kung nagEexist ka ba.

There is a part of every little girl's heart that imagines her Prince Charming. At age three, madalas, iniisip ko yung lalaking sasagipin ako sa masama kong kaibigan, gigisingin ako sa Eternal sleep o yung magbibigay sakin ng True Love's Kiss.

Sa Elem naman, Crush crush lang. Nagagaya ata ako kay Bea Alonzo sa Now that i have you na "Lord, please give me a sign." Kung ano anong sign. Hahahaha. Kung sino mabunggo ko? XD Yun yung unang sign na ginawa ko.

Sa Highschool, yung unang magsasayaw sayo sa Prom? Yung magseselos sayo yung tatay ko. Yung pipicturan ako ng di ko alam, tapos pag nakita ko a decade later, mahihiya ako. -.- A faded memory of a night that seemed too magical to be real.

10 years from now, at sure ako sa sarili ko na handa pa ring magmahal kahit papaano. XD I am still that same girl who hopes for her Prince Charming. At iniisip ko rin kung bakit antagal mo akong buhatin at isakay sa kabayo mo at pupunta sa Castle natin? Yung parang kay Snow White? XD Hahaha. Mangyayari yun kasi MEETING YOU WILL BE BETTER THAN ANY FAIRYTALE I COULD'VE READ AS A KID.

Pagkatapos ng ilang Heartbreaks, naging mature ako. At iniisip ko pa rin kung "Buhay ka pa ba?" Kasi di ko pa nakikilala yung lalaking kapag kasama ko, parang Alladin ang peg natin? Yung "A whole new world." Gusto ko mafeel yung lyrics pag kasama kita.

Pwedeng kilala na kita pero pwede ding makikilala ulit kita balang araw. Pinapasa-Diyos ko na lang dahil sure ako, magiging Epic fail ang lovestory natin.

Hindi ko maipapangako sayo na ako ang "World's Perfect Princess." In fact, kahit ganun, I'll amuse you with my WEIRDNESS, Yah know? Marami ako nyan. XD Yung mangunguha ako ng Tshirts mo at gagawin kong Dress?

I can promise to be your bestfriend. That person you can shout at after a rough day. The hand you can hold when you get sad. Ung taong pwede mong itext pag may sitwasyon na AWKWARD. -.-

Guguluhin ko buhok mo, Yayakapin kita ng mahigpit na mahigpit at sobraaang tagal. Dahil yun sa Crush kita. Yiiee. Kilig ka? Hahaha. XD Isuksok ko yung mukha ko sa Leeg mo habang nanonoud ng Horror. Aamuyin ko na din pabango mo. Addiction. Joke. XD Gagawin kitang si Superman kapag pinapatay mo yung ipis na sana di na lang nabuhay. Magluluto ako ng peborit mong ulam sa bday mo kahit di ako marunong. XD And i will try my best to make friends with your MOMMY. =))

Rerespetuhin ko yung mga Kitakits niyo ng barkada mo. Papanoorin kitang magBasketball o sasama ako sayo habang nagdodota ka. :))

Alam ko ang pagkakaiba ng "Bigyan ka ng Space" sa "Palagi akong nandito para sayo" Magtext ka lang na pumunta ako, pupunta ako. Kung pinayagan ako ni Dad. Hahaha. Kahit na sasamahan lang kita maglaro ng Computer, Okay lang.

Ikaw yung susunduin ako sa bahay? Tapos ihahatid din pauwe. Ipapakilala natin yung isa't isa sa mga kamag-anak natin. :"> Tapos yung maiinggit sakin mga friends ko kasi, SAKIN KA. Mahal mo ako, at mahal kita. :')

Yung kahit alam ng nakakarami na magka-away tayo, Yung malala na? pagchichismisan tayo. Tapos kinabukasan, Mapapasabi na lang sila ng "SILA PA RIN?!"

Yung makikita kitang nagmumuryot kapag selos na selos ka na sa kasama ko! Ay nako. :">

Gagawa tayo ng Adventures! ng Magkasama ah! Tayong dalawa lang. Selosa ako. Yung magpipicture tayo ng stolen pictures, eating awesome-y delicious food, At yung walang sawang kakakwento ng kahit anong bagay bagay.

I won't be waiting for you to sweep me off my feet and take me on a magic carpet ride, because i know, I won't need anything to fall for you. I will love you, FOR YOU.

Yung ikaw yung someone na gagawa ng goofy faces? Magiging bading? Hahaha. To lace fingers with when i'm lonely. At! At! At yung maglalakad tayo under the stars. Star Gazing. :">

You'll be the guy who takes me the way i am. You'll be that someone i imagine my future with- Like us filling out visa forms as we travel the whole universe. Picking out our first dog together and Arguing about what to name it. -3- I'll keep on hoping that maybe, someday, when we find each other, you will become that someone whose smile i wake up to in the morning and the last one i speak to every night.

I'll save my FIRST KISS sa wedding natin. =))  We'll share our vows. And say I DO.

So, to the man i know does exist. and who will help me maybe make sense of this world someday. This man i can't wait to love, Please know that i can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you. But for now, I'll wait. Finger's crossed and Palms held together. I hope that you're out there somewhere. Waiting for ME, TOO.

With the hope, i will be yours always.

Me