Depression Quotes

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*Some of these may be triggering, so if you trigger easy this may not be for you*

Depression isn't always the girl that's crying in the bathroom, or the boy that's always wearing long sleeves, it isn't always suicide notes and pill bottles, sometimes it's all smiles and good grades, sometimes it's the boy that's always helpful and the girl that you always borrow things from, Depression isn't always that easy to notice.

It stings in the shower and the sad part is you know what I'm talking about.

Depression is living in a body that fights to survive, with a mind that tries to die.

The scars that you can't see are the hardest to heal.

Sleep just isn't sleep anymore, it's an escape.

Trust me, I know exactly how it feels to cry in the shower so no one can hear you and waiting for everyone to fall asleep so you can fall apart, everything hurts so bad, you just want it all to end. I know exactly how it feels.

I want to be happy but something inside me screams I don't deserve to be.

It's scary what a smile can hide.

Secrets like self-harm, depression, eating disorders or anything are hard to keep, because you want someone to know. You want them to ask why you are sad. Why you don't want to eat. What happened to you're wrists or legs. And as good as it feels to let it out, you regret it immediately.

Depression is not beautiful and depression is not romantic. Flowers do not grow out of scars and a kiss does not heal a sick mind, when you feel like death is the only escape, I promise you there is no roses and there isn't any sunlight. There is only cold and empty rain.

And her feelings are all hidden behind that smile.

If we hurt ourself for attention, why do we try so hard to keep it a secret.

If this is how my life is going to be, I don't want it anymore.

I wish I didn't exist. 

I don't know if I'm 'getting better' or if I've just become use to it.

You hurt yourself on the outside, trying to kill the monster on the inside.

"I'm fine" the biggest bullsh*t lie I tell everyday.

When I'm upset, I shut myself down. I have no motivation for anything, I tell myself that nobody cares, even though I know some do, I think of all the negatives things I can, I give myself all of the pain, thinking I deserve it, I'm not sure why I do that, but that's just how I am.

It's kind of sad really how the only reason I haven't killed myself yet is because I don't want to hurt anyone, but the reason I want to kill myself is because everyone hurts me.

My thoughts have destroyed me more than blades ever could.

I can fake a smile. Any day. Any time.

Suicide is all I seem to think about these days.

Welcome back suicidal thoughts, long time no see.