So this is it. I'm Andrew Russell Majors. Served in the U.S. Armed Forces for 2 years. Marine Corps. I was dishonorably discharged. I only did one tour. That tour really fucked me up. I suffer from PTSD. I had the most amazing woman of my dreams. Eibhlin Ewlad. In my tour I saved an old friend, Fontaine (now SSGT Fontaine) from a near death experience. I cannot go into details. The things I've seen fucked my mind up. I held a damn dead fucking baby. A family handed me there baby so I would take the kid to medical and fix him up. This was the life I lived. I was discharged for something small. Mr. Obama likes to shrink our military, that makes the military funding smaller, making other government areas have more money. When I was dishonorably disch I met a woman. Her name was Michelle. Long story short, Michelle tried to get me arrested by falsely accusing me of physical and verbal abuse. She cheated on me with several men, and even was verbally abusive to me. Calling me ugly. I was about to kill myself at that point. Then Eibhlin Ewald stepped into my life. Eibhlin Ewald saved me. Gave me a reason to live. She promised me her hand in marriage. She promised forever and always. We even talked about our kids names. I wasn't ready to date her. However she promised me all the pain was done. I believed her. She cheated on me with three people. Carl, a man she made out with because and I quote "I miss being kissed." Now you might ask "Why didn't you kiss her?" I can't. Her immune system is low because she has Cancer. Plus she lives away from me because she is at the hospital now. We haven't kissed because of this. She let Carl feel her. Next, she cheated in me with two women from Wattpdad. Why? "I wanted to experiment...." sending them photos and role playing. She was also verbally abusive too. "WHY DON'T YOU JUST FUCKING LEAVE ME ALONE! TAKE A FUCKING HINT, ASSHOLE!" This was a monthly thing. She would get super depressed and I'd tried to help. She lied to everyone about me. Saying she is single. She was embarrassed of me. She's not the angel that you think she is. She was mean and hurtful. When she cheated (yes she did. We discussed it. She apologized. I forgave her) she told her friends that I'm lying and she didn't ever think of it. I found out she cheated because she did not even try to hide her tracks. She just broke up with me for the last time. She just now bear cancer. She wants to see other people... and this it where I'm at. I have nothing to live for. PTSD drives me fucking insane. I can't live like this. With that said. That's my last entry. She was the perfect soul mate. She gave me so many promises, each broken. With that said, goodbye, Wattpad.
