Love Or Hate

all on my own

"Get the hell out you fag!" My mom screamed as she threw my bags at me out he door."huh guess she didn't take that too well" I whispered to myself. My mom has always been homophobic so I knew me coming out to her as gay wouldn't go well,but it's who I am it's what I am. Guess I may as well find a park bench or somewhere safe to sleep for the night.

After about 15 minutes I found an alley way that looked safer then the others. Not very smart I know but it's what I have so it'll have to do. I found a place that I could bear laying down so I drifted off to sleep hoping for all my troubles to disappear.

I felt a poke in my side,then another then another but with more force. Remembering where I was I opened my eyes and looked up where I saw a man not any older than 23 with amazing long black hair a black shirt and a red tie with black skinny jeans,for whatever reason he had the same makeup as me red around the eyes and smudged eyeliner. He was absolutely gorgeous!!! "Oh sorry, didn't mean to wake you just wanted to make sure you weren't dead" the man said . Oh my god a voice of an angel too. "Hahaha umm yea ....j..just you know ....ummm ...ha yea." He giggled,damn everything about this guy is perfect then he has to go and giggle and make it even better really ? "I totally know ...let me guess family problems?" Ohh smart too huh. "Unfortunately yea" his eyes sympathised me and he sighed ." ahh that sucks man here take this" he handed me a twenty "you'll need it trust me " I was so grateful I had no words most people in Jersey would have just kept walking and left me alone but not this guy. " really? thanks man" was all I could manage to say. He gave me a smirk ,"my pleasure" then he walked away. That was painful to see him walk away he was so amazing and beautiful in every way!

I decided to get up and walk somewhere to get some food with the money that man gave me. Afterwards I figured I may as well go look for a job seeing that I can't stay out here forever. The first place I went to was a small gift shop,but I got turned down because 'my appearance was too intense'
The next few places I went to said the same thing. I started to kinda regret that neck tattoo I got a year ago when I was seventeen. Oh well guess I could try again tomorrow morning.

The next day approached and same thing no place wanted me and I couldn't blame them . I decided to go to one more shop and try my hardest for a job. It was a comic book shop, I was really hoping to get the job here not only because of the money but I think I would enjoy it. When I walked in the door there was just shelves of dusty old comic books, a counter and a small room in the back . I walked up to the counter and rang the bell ,but after I did the person who I saw made my jaw drop. It was the guy who gave me the twenty. "Hey aren't you the guy I saw on the street the other day?" He looked happy to see me again even though we were complete strangers basically. "Hahaha umm yea" i said as I gave an awkward smile. "well what can I do for you " he asked, man why was this guy so hot it made it hard to talk. "Well actually I was wanting to apply for a job here" he looked shocked like he had seen a ghost. "Oh my god really ?? Please say your not messing around . well yea sure of course you can but you should know we don't get too much business and it would be just you and me so are you sure?" .......did I hear right just me and him ....working ...in ...the ...shop TOGETHER!!! I basically lit up and said "yes I'm 100% sure I would love you ....I mean love to work here." Ah good going you probably just blew it . " I would love you too I mean like I would love for you to work here" those words were going to be the rest of my life " so since I run this you don't need to fill anything out I just need your name and number please" his words came out more sexual than they did before. "Yea sure the names Frank , Frank Iero and my number is 123-345-5678." I gave him my signature smirk. "Awesome you got the job because i like the name and the numbers cool. So when can you start." I blushed at those words I finally have the job and with someone who is an angel. "Well I could start today or tomorrow so whenever." I think I did it ,I have a job I'm going to make it ! "Awesome I can train you today and you could work tomorrow. By the way the name is Gerard Way." Hot name too huh I think the world just wants me to fall in love. "Cool can I call you Gee" wow smooth Frank I don't think that was the time to give cute nicknames then Gerard giggled "sure as long as I can call you Frankie" we both just got lost in each other eyes and I didn't realize it but he grabbed my hand. Wow this guy is hot!

After Gee finished training me he offered to walk me home . There was a tiny problem there ,I didn't have a home . I explained that to Gee and he responded with "hmmm well it's supposed to be cold tonight so why don't you just follow me I know a place you can go." I knoded in agreement. Five minutes later we were at what I guessed was Gee's house. When we walked in a saw a boy about 19 ,one year older than me. "Hey Frankie I want you to meet my brother mikey. Mikey this is Frankie he is gonna stay with us for a while." Mikey didn't seem to have a problem with it . he smiled and told me Hi. Since I was really tired I decided to go to bed but what I didn't know was that 'bed' was gees bed and we were going o gave to sleep in the same bed . So I climbed in bed and about twenty minutes later Gee came in. I'm pretty sure he thought i was asleep because he layed next to me then wrapped his arms around me and planted a kiss on my neck he whispered "nice to meet you Frankie" then we both fell asleep just like that.