silence

now ; part 1

I love you.

never once did I say it, and I regret is so much.

I guess I didn't want you to know how badly I cared.

but dear god, the way your blonde hair was all over the place, and how your sea blue eyes seemed to tell stories.

dear god.

I love, love, love you.

the late night thoughts of you creep up during the day,

in class when I'm aching for your touch.

whenever I stare out the window, wishing you loved me back

and even in my cold bed, it's never warm anymore.

I love you.

and I'm sorry I never said it, maybe you would've stayed.