well now you know how i feel

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jenns pov

jc left her house 

i get my phone and call lauren up

lauren:jenn

jenn:can you come back 

lauren:of course i can we could go to the mall denis asked me out to the dance

jenn"okay cool "

i hang up

i hear a honk and its lauren

i hop in(laurens mom car)

we head to the mall

we go to every store i cant find a perfect dress lauren already picked one (lauren picked the one she wore on the billboards)

then we entered a store and i spot a perfect dress

it was pinkish and was kinda open in the front but thats not a big deal so i bought(jenn dress same outfit from the billboards )for shoes i got a nude color high heels

laurens shoes white high heels

then we went back to my house

lauren"so we got our dresses now we have to talk about jc and kian gurl who do you want more"

jenn"idk i feel different when i with one other"

lauren"jenn iknow kian can be a real ass but i do strongly believe he is in love with you and would do anything for you but you just hurt him when you make him feel you choose him but when jc comes you ditch kian for jc"
jenn"i just dont want to hurt them"

lauren"but you are "

jenn"ugh i know"

lauren gets a phone call

lauren "i have to go home now ill see you tomorow " i hug her and she leave 

i hang my dress up and start thinking who do i really want to be with

then i go to sleep

i wake up this time really early 

i did my morning routine 

outfit

-marroon pants

-black croptop

-black boots

-a black hat

then  i get a text from jc

jc"hey babe im not going to school today im going to a field trip with the football players but i might come by your house later tonight"

i just ignored it i wnated to text kian if he could pick me up but i think it would be awkard if i did so i just rode my penny board

once i got there the bell rang 

so i ran over to first period and saw kian sitting drawing on his notebook so i sit next to him and ill just not talk to him and if he wants to talk to me then he could 

45 mins past 

me and kian havent said a word yeah we glared at eachother a few times but we havent said anything then some girl i think her name was veronica merrel(yes the twin) came over and taped kians shoulder

veronica"um hi kian i was kinda wondering if you have a date for this fridays dance"

kian"umm sorry veronica but i do have a date"


veronica"o well she very lucky well ill see you at the dance"she walks away

jenn"why did you blew her off"

the bell rings

kian"because why would i use her just to make you jealous jenn anyways im not even going to that stupid dance "he said getting up

jenn"but why"

kian"because clearly im gonna see you with jc having fun so whats the point "

jenn"kian"

kian"look jenn i get it you choose jc but please stop getting my hopes up and like i said before this doesnt mean i stoped loving you i will always love you jenn and ill wait for you "then he walks away 

i just sit and silently 

15 min past bell rings 

i felt a tear i wiped it away then i grab my bag and went to the locker rooms then i change into my pe clothes and i enter the bathroom and see lauren applying mascara

lauren"hey girl"

jenn"hey "

lauren"whats wrong"

i explained

lauren"jenn kian does have a point "

jenn"i know he does"

then we head to the gym and i see kian and he glares at me we had to run a mile

with a group of three of course me and lauren and kian got together

then we started running 

kian was in front of us then lauren then me

we all ran under 15 mins then we went to get a drink of water  then we sat on the grass

lauren"so kian your not going to the dance"

kian"if you know why you ask" he said an attitude

lauren"geez calm down"

jenn"kian im sor--

kian"look jenn i dont want to hear you say sorry because whats the point of you saying im sorry if you dont actually mean it"

jenn"kian are you serious"

kian"no jenn are you serious that you cant see that im in love with you and that i will choose you no matter what and i never hurt you but you of course  your serious on hurting me everyday with jc"


lauren"kian thats enough"

kian"no lauren whats clearly not enough with jenn is hurting me"

jenn"FINE KIAN SINCE YOUR REALLY HURT THEN I THINK ITS BEST IF WE STOP TALKING TO EACHOTHER "

kian "AWSOME I THINK ITS BETTER IF WE JUST DONT BE FRIENDS NO MORE JENN "

jenn"haha why are even talking to me i dont even know you"

kian"okay so thats how its gonna be well it was nice knowing you"

lauren"no you guys dont actually mean it you guys regret it"

jenn"no what i regret is kissing him"

kian"you know what i regret falling in love with a slut"

jenn"wow that hurt me so much"

kian"well now you know how i feel"

the bell rings 

i get up and just run to the locker rooms i changed real quick and ran to the bathroom and just started crying why would kian say that




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