Bestfriends ?

shattered

jenns pov 

After changing back to my regular clothes lauren grabs my arm

lauren"are you mad at if you are ill break up with kian im sorry its just that i really like him and that you told me you didnt feel anything for him"

jenn"its okay dont worry "

we walk out the locker rooms and jc was right there standing with a rose and a sign "will you go to the dance with me"

jc"so jenn will you" coming closer

i got angry thinking i will go with him after seeing him kiss the girl i hate i grab the flowers and the sign and threw it in the garbage and walked off with lauren

then i hear whispers "omg whats wrong with jenn ,she got ask out by the most popular guy " "what a loser" "she is so luck but that was harsh"i ignored them then i hear jc calling my name

jc"jenn whats wrong what did i do"

i stoped in the middle of the hall way luaren just stands behind me

jc comes running up to me'

jc"whats wrong what did i do "

jenn" dont act dumb, i know whats going on with lia and you , i saw you guys kiss earlier but yet you had the nerves to ask me to the dance after telling you that i hate her and going on a date with you" i felt a tear in my cheek i wipe it off then i see lia and andrea coming towards me and jc

jc"jenn let me explain lia ----"he gets cut off by lia

lia"we are dating and going to the dance together this was all a plan to get your heart all warmed up but guess what he doesnt like you okay so you and your dorks could leave okay" everyone started gigleing i look at jc

jenn"is that true"

jc"jenn n--"

lia"of course it is "

andrea"yea so leave and tell kian to call me i miss his lips "

lauren"shut about kian is mine ok dont say that "

in that moment i was completely shattered i just put my head down and walk away 

i left school i didnt care if im missing classes i just needed to leave i ran home once i got there i ran up to my room and just cried my eyes out like i never had before 

it this isnt only about jc its also about everyone else

lauren didnt back me up but she did for kian "what a great friend"

kian asked out lauren even though he doesnt like her and i know he using her to make me jealous

lia well she is a bitch

andrea is a slut

jc having to play with me and my feelings

me for being sooo stupid 

i grab my phone and turned it off i dont want lauren or kian to be calling so i put on sweat pants and a hoodie and just grab ice cream and watch netflix ........... and about my mom she works all day she is never home......well sometimes......and my dad doesnt live with us.