In the Deep

Chapter 1

So it's been 3 days since the squad has been back from vacation.
I haven't seen Jenna for 5 days!
I'm depressed. Like really. There's been my days when I would get her clothes out the closet and just smell them. They all smelled different. Some smelled like her natural self, others like her favorite Versace perfume and half like my Vanilla bean perfume.
I sat here in a ball sobbing to myself.
I miss Jenna!
I can't stay here! I just can't! It reminds me to much of her.
The writings on the wall of our poems, her favorite red Converse sitting in the corner and our bed that we made love in.
So, so many good memories.
"Click" went the door.
I quickly whipped my red face and fixed myself.
"Get yourself self together. You can't let Jenna see you like this" I thought to myself.
The door creeked, as Jenna opened it.
Jenna came barging in with a smile on her face, but it quickly became a frown once she seen me.
"A-Ava... what are you doing here?" Jenna asked. I smiled.
"Here waiting for you baby." I told her.
She better miss me! I been here, by myself for 3 days alone waiting for her!
"You don't look so happy to see me." I said.
"N-No it's not that, never that. I'm just shocked to see you here." Jenna told me.
"You're lying." I blankly stated.
"No I-I'm not." Jenna argued.
"Yes you are. You're stuttering."
"No I'm n-not!"
"I know you Jenna. You're lying."
"No I'm n-n-not!"
"If I just record you stuttering-"
"Um Jenna.... Wow. Okay. Who are you?" This Asian girl asked.
"Ava bitch and who are you?" I questioned.
"Lacee."
"Well hello Lacee, I'm Ava and I'm Jenna's girlfriend." I cocked my eyes to the side and looked at Jenna. Lacee turned her head and looked at her too.
"Girlfriend?" Lacee asked.
"Yeah girlfriend. So I'm gonna ask you again? Who are you?" I repeated myself.
"Lacee." She said again.
"Got damn it! I know that shit! Who are you to Jenna?!" I said raising my voice.
"Her girlfriend." Lacee said.
I snapped my head at Jenna.
"Girlfriend? Mmhm and for how long?" I asked.
"Almost a year." Lacee answered.
I folded my arms while looking at Jenna.
"For how long Jenna?" I pried.
"Almost a-"
"Not you shrimp fried rice!" I put my hand up in her face. "Jenna! How long?!" I screamed.
Jenna looked around the room and not into eyes. She was trying to make up a lie.
No need. Miss snitch bitch, already told me everything I need to know.
I think I just met a new friend for the day.
"Jenna." I said calmly.
"Y-Yes?"
"How long?"
"O-Only for tonight." Jenna lied.
"No." I snapped my fingers. "Hong Kong how long have you and Jenna been dating?"
"Almost a year." Lacee restated.
"Almost a year. Wow. Congratulations you guys. A year. Okay. Do you want a present or some shit?"
"No, but thanks." Lacee smiled.
"Oh you're welcome." I sarcasticly said.
"Lacee shut up!" Jenna demanded.
"Ohh, so I thought you didn't know the bitch. Nail lady, you are dismissed. And if I see yo' ass in the streets I'm beating it."
Lacee walked out the room.
"Call me." She said and winked at Jenna.
I hurried and picked up a shoe and through it at her, but she was already out the room.
Tears was streaming down my face and Jenna stood there dumbfounded.
"I been here for 3 days straight waiting for yo' dumbass! Bitch ass! I can't stand you! Why would you do that?! Cheat on me for a year! How could you do that?! Her ugly ass! Looking like Jackie Chan daughter! Bruce Lee, shit! I would never ever do that to you! Or anyone! No,no,no! It's a dream! I can wake up! Yup! Wake up!" I pinched and pinched myself everywhere on my body.
Nothing happened so I grabbed and rubbed my face.
"Ava you're woke."
"Shut yo' bitch ass up! I don't care! Fuck you! Fuck you Jenna! I can't stand yo' ass! I just can't. I can't stand to look at you!"
Jenna slowly walked over to me.
I looked up from my hands. We were a few inches away from each other. Jenna grabbed my face and looked in my eyes.
"I'm going to be truthful with you Av... Are you ready?" I nodded my head ever though I knew I wasn't. One wrong word and I was gonna burst.
"I know Lacee. I mean duh, but still. I met her while we was on break last year. Around the middle of October. I met her at this bar where I was drinking at. Two more drinks and I would have been drunk. She took me in for the night and yeah we had sex." I started crying again. I can't take it.
I got up and walked over to the closet and got my unpacked suitcases out.
Jenna came from behind me and walked in front of me.
She dropped down to her knees and kissed me on the lips.
At first I didn't want to kiss her, but I couldn't help, but to kiss her back.
I put my hands on her face while she rested her hands on my butt.
Our lips dances in rhythm. All of our frustration came out.
Jenna placed me on the floor gently and climbed on top of me. Her hand touched my right breast and she roughly squeezed it.
I let a soft moan escape my mouth and into Jenna's ear. I wrapped my legs around Jenna's torso and closed them.
Jenna picked me up and laid me on the bed. She deeped the kiss.
I realize what she was doing to me. Jenna is using me so I could stay with her. So she can explain.
"No! No, get off!" I demanded. She stayed on top of me. I tried to push her off, but she wouldn't budge.
I unwrapped my legs from her torso and kicked her in her stomach. Jenna fell on the floor holding her stomach and I hurried to get my suitcases to get the hell out of here.
***Zakaya***
" And remember that we have to get Aliyah tomorrow or Wednesday morning." I said to Daniel.
He was slightly sitting up in the bed and I was laying on his chest tracing his tattoos. He didn't have a lot, but enough.
Sometimes I think that things are moving too fast, but then I realized that if Daniel or I didn't feel comfortable, we would have said something.
"Aliyah?" He asked.
"Yeah. My goddaughter, Kaniya and Aaron's little girl." I answered trying to help him remember.
"Ohhh! Oh yeah. So why we getting her?" Daniel pried.
"Because Kaniya and Aaron is going on their honeymoon in Hawaii. They are leaving Wednesday and we can get her tomorrow or Wednesday morning." I replied.
"Oh, so they decided to stay married?"
"Yeah and they plan on moving out soon. I think before Aliyah turns one."
"Is she bad?" Daniel asked.
"Aliyah? Oh no. Well... all kids have their times, but other than that she is fine. She doesn't really cry unless she needs something. Just like any other baby."
"Well as long as-" Daniel got interrupted by someone banging on the door.
"I'll get it." I sighed and threw the covers off of me, sitting up in the head. I looked at myself and forgot I was only in bras
and underwear.
I walked over to the dresser to get one of Daniel's shirts out.
"Hold up. Wait a minute, wait a minute. What are you doing?" Daniel queried.
"Getting a shirt." I said holding his shirt up.
"Why my shirt? Where are yours?"
"In the draw." I plainly said while putting his shirt on.
I walked out of the room and to the door.
"Don't wear my shirts no more!" I ignored him as I looked out the peephole and seen Ava there.
My smile faded once I seen Ava there crying.
"Oh my god. What happened?" I asked her.
"Jenna she-she-"
"Come on we can sit down."
Ava came in and I shut the door. She sat at the round wooden table.
"Hold up let me get something."
I jogged to my room to tell Daniel that Ava was here.
"Ava's here." I whispered to him."
"Ava? What is she doing here?" He asked.
" I don't know, but she said some 'bout Jenna, so I'm guessing they got into a fight." I responded.
"Okay. We'll have fun." Daniel waved at me.
"And don't come out." I warned.
" Oh trust me. I don't want to come out."
I rolled my eyes and walked out the room and back to Ava. She was sitting at the table with her head in her hands.
I pulled a chair closer to her and sat in it.
"What happened?" I asked.
"J-J-Jenna, s-she-"
"Calm down first. I definitely need you to calm down." Ava nodded her head to show me that she understood.
Ava took a deep breath before speaking.
" Jenna showed up at the apartment today. And she came in the room and was surprised to see me. So we kinda was talking and I noticed she was stuttering. She only does that when she's lying or really nervous. Anyway, this Chinese girl popped up and asked me who I was. Who I was? So I said "I'm Ava bitch and who are you?" And she said that she was Lin or something like that and that she was Jenna's girlfriend for almost a year." My jaw dropped to the ground. Girlfriend for a year?! I always told Ava that Jenna was no good and that would end up breaking her heart at one point, but now is not the time to say I said so.
"And then Lisa, left the room and told Jenna to call her. That bitch! So I picked up a shoe and threw it at her, but I sadly missed. Then Jenna tried to explain what happened between them, but as she went on the worse the story got. I couldn't take it I more so I started hysterically crying and Jenna tried to have sex with me, but I caught it and left." Ava started crying again.
"Give me a hug." I said.
I reached my arms out and she embraced me. She should 'cause I don't like people touching me and if you touch me it's an honor.
Daniel came walking in the room and stopped once he seen my hugging Ava.
I waved him at him to leave and he stood there. "Leave." I mouth.
"What?" He mouth back.
"Move. Bye. See. Look. Bye bye." Daniel walked away and back into the room.
"Come on, let's go to bed." Me and Ava walked into the her mint green color room.
We both have our own rooms in each other's houses. In her apartment, my room is a light blue.
We walked in the room and Ava got ready for bed like a 5 year old.
"Oh yeah, and um before I leave, Aliyah is coming over soon. Just a reminder." I warned.
"Okay. Night. Thank you." Ava thanked.
"No prob." I said and walked out.