KuroKen- Hurting his feelings

Hurting his feelings

'You have to tell him that you don't feel this way, it's only fair that he knows', Kuroo found himself thinking, as his boyfriend of three months asked him if he loved him. 'I can't break his heart, I just can't.' He continued. „Y-yes, I love you Kenma" he half-lied. He couldn't do anything, Kuroo loved him, just in a platonic way. They had been friends forever and he didn't want to change that. He needed the younger boy in his life, just not the way Kenma wanted it to be.
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Again, Kenma asked if Kuroo loved him, yet he still said yes, as Kenma kissed him again and started taking of their clothes. 'I can't do this to him anymore', Kuroo decided but dropped the thought of telling him when he saw the way Kenma looked at him. 'I can't sleep with him when I don't feel this way', he argued with himself, but it felt like he was drunk and the next thing he actually remembered normally was him waking up in bed besides of the setter. „Good morning" Kenma said, smiling slightly. „I-i have to go home right now" Kuroo said, probably a bit too harsh. „But..?" Kenma asked confused. „You and I..." he started,' can't do this anylonger....' He finished the sentence in his head. Instead he leaned down and kissed the other boy passionatly and said that he loved him once again. 'What have I gotten myself into...?'

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So that was it for now, cuz I haven't finished the full version& also I'm afraid that someone will kill me bc I'm not sure if it will end anywhere near happy (at this point a nice hello to my best friend Sandy, who argued hours about me hurting feelings with this😂)
Yeah...that's all then