Still Into You

Chapter 1

Bullshit.

I was at the cafeteria with my friends and my boyfriend's also here with his friends. We were sitting and eating our foods. We are enjoying talking and eating when Nica, my best friend suddenly elbowed me softly. I looked at her and she points a direction using her lips. I looked at it and fuck. I saw my all-time crush. And it was difficult to act normal because my boyfriend is here. We all know that feeling when your crush is looking directly at your eyes and all you want to do was to scream but I didn't. I just drink the lemon tea in front of me and when I look at Patrick, my boyfriend, he was glaring at me and that look was making my heart beat even faster than Lucas made me feel. I whispered sorry and I hope he heard it.

"Bullshit." Patrick said with anger. He left the cafeteria with his boys and all at once, I feel so guilty.

"Ooopps!" My girls said in unison.
"I'll go, girls. I'll just go the garden."
"Sure you won't need our company?"
"Not now. Thank you." I said then left them.

* * * * *

I'm really sad that I'm already staring at the beautiful sky blankly then suddenly a handkerchief was on front of me that made me go back to reality. I slowly head up and oh god, it's Lucas! My all-time crush who supposed to just be on my dreams.

"Penny for your thoughts?" He said calmly giving me the handkerchief that was still on his hand.

"I'm not crying, can't you see? I'm just sad. So I don't need handkerchief, thank you." I feel guilty while saying those words. I should be happy because he was there for me to make me happy. But life doesn't goes that way. Imagination was really different from reality. And still, I have a boyfriend. I don't want to hear people from our school gossiping me being a two-timer. God, I'm crazy! What am I even thinking?

"I'm just trying to be nice, can't you see?"

Oh.

"Uhm, I'm sorry. All I want is to be alone right now. But yeah I'll be back on my room. Sorry and thanks, anyway." I stood up from the grass, he's still looking at me.

"Yeah. Guess you won't need me right now, but I assure you, if you need somebody to lean on, I'm right here." He smiled and I smiled too but in a sarcastic way. I don't know. It's freaking Lucas Goode for god's sake standing in front of me.

"Yeah, sure. Thanks." I palely said.
"Oh! And one thing, please don't be mean to me. I know you're nice that's why I like you."

Wait.

Did I just heard he likes me?

Oh wait. I have a boyfriend. Madison, you have a boyfriend. Stay away from him.

"I have a boyfriend and he will surely kick your ass if ever he'll know it."

"I know that. God. Patrick Redder? I know him. I really do."

"Well, I know him better. I can say I really need to go back to my room now. See you around."

"Wait. Last question! Didn't you like me too?... Even you have a boyfriend? You're not loyal, Maddie, uh huh."

I really have to get away from this.

"We're not close so don't you ever call me Maddie. Back off. Oh! And one more thing, I don't even like you. Where did you gather those information, tho?" I laugh slightly.

"The way you stare at me. Haha I feel like I'm going to melt." Then he winks at me.

I really need to get away from this especially from him. Or else my mouth will form a sentence saying yes, I do like him. But that's before or until now that I think I'm already pissed?

"Really? You're too much of yourself, Goodey."

"We're not close, remember? Don't call me Goodey, Maddie."

I hate him now. In just minutes. I need to go back to my boyfriend and talk to him.

"Our conversation will lead to nowhere. See you around."

I said while rolling my eyes then started walking away from my all-time crush who became someone I hate. God. What's happening on me!